So tired of you telling me what i'm doing wrong.
So tired of you looking at me like i'm some kind of disgrace.
I am not good enough.
I am not good.
I am not enough.
I've tried to please you, but I couldn't.
I've tried to forgive you, but I wouldn't.
I can't. I won't.
I'm sorry you hate me,
I'm sorry.
I did not want to hurt you,
But I did.
I'm tired of you denying that i'm wrong.
I'm tired of you denying that i'm everything that you hate.
Trying to control me, to tie me up by your side,
But you can't.
But you won't.
I'm sorry,
I'm so sorry I am not the girl you always wanted.
I'm so sorry that I ruined your life.
I swear if I could erase my past,
I swear,
I wouldn't make it last,
Just dissapear.
I just want to dissapear from your life.
I need you here,
But you don't want me there.
With you,
Where I belong.
But instead i'm crying all night long,
Because you don't love me,
And you won't.
YOU ARE READING
Midnight thoughts and loneliness, my friend.
PoetryHave you ever felt like a complete disaster? Like the worst nightmare someone could ever have? Have you ever felt lost? Alone? Unwanted and Unloved? This is for you.
