I walked around the neighborhood for a little bit. Eventually, Matt finds me, just as I'm heading back.
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I keep walking, until he stops in front of me.
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"Yes Matt?"
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He grabs my hands, and holds them.
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His touch gives me chills. Still.
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I let go and hug him.
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I hugged him so hard, and wouldn't let go.
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He puts my hair forward, and holds me.
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He kisses my head.
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He's the reason why I haven't gave up yet.
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"Let's go back to my house. Kay babe?"
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"Mhm." I say not paying attention, still hugging him.
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We get back in his car, and drive back.
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Matt unlocks the door, holds my hand and brings me inside.
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"Uhm, if you want, we can head up to my room and watch Netflix and eat some bagels or somethin.."
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"Haha okay Mattchu." I reply.
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"I'll be right there."
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I head upstairs. I'm sick of this dress and I just want to get comfortable.
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I find his room. It's batman themed. Cute.
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I see his drawers. I open them, finding a big shirt, and sweatpants.
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They're so soft!! I smell them (I know, weird) and they smell like him.
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I go to the bathroom, change, put my hair in a messy bun, then lay in his bed.
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I hear Matt walking up the stairs. I'm laying on my side, facing away from the door.
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He giggles (((I just about died))) and he layed next to me, putting his arm around me.
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He had his head on the back of my neck. I know this is weird but I was turned on by that.
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We didn't do anything, but cuddle. I felt his warmth. Not just his body warmth, but his loving kindness and tenderness.
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Now it's about 11:00pm, and he fell asleep on me.
