we are fireworks

The First Day

(Patricks POV)

I walk in school head held down cause i don't have any high expectations i just don't think much of this new school i'm gay just lost weight cause of a eating disorder been bullied the same will happen here but i tilt my head decide to try on a little hope guess im gonna figure out how hope looks on patrick stump.

"class this is patrick stump hes new patrick wanna tell them something about yourself" the teacher says and  some one screams 'besides the fact your gay' "josh !" the teacher yells "no its ok yeah well besides the fact im gay nothing" then i sit down head held low then a kid trips me and i drop my books "hey what fall checking out my a**" the kid who tripped me snickers then a boy with big brown hair helps me "hey you a** hes human to" he replies "thanks for helping" i say "no problem im joe and thats my friend andy " he says pointed to the nice red haired boy covered in tattoos in the back "hi im patrick " i say taking a seat next to them thinking today is not so bad.

The last bell before lunch rings and as i head to lunch some boys push me there was this one boy who just stood there with a half smile like half of him agreed with them bullying me and half didnt he never spoke or pushed me except when they left he yelled "bye pattycakes" i never caught his name the tattooed guy with black hair boy was cute but straight so yeah ruins my day.

"Whos that" i ask point to the guy who called me pattycakes "pete wentz hes mean to everyone pushes shoves namecalls everything but always with his infamous half smile this time he just stood their weird" joe explains "ok listen i know your gay and all but dude hes a d*** trust me" joe finishes "ok " i reply.

As i leave at the end of the day i get a note in my locker saying meet me at the park by the school at 8   i smartly don't go and head home its obviously a prank i decided to hang with joe and andy and talk about music instead of getting my a** kicked who would of thought i picked that we will do what we been doing all day talk about music we all have a interest in it andy is obvious a fan of the drums forever tapping those pencils and me i like to sing  joe its guitar we want to form a band but we want a bassist if we do and we cant find one.

"so what are you thinking about the guys here" andy asks "i mean did u make any other friends besides us" andy continues frantically realizing that it sounded like if he was asking me if i had a crush "besides you guys no they all suck they're d***'s" i say "agreed" joe says "i dont know guys i mean that half smiled pete just does'nt seem like he's all that bad i feel like there has to be a nice part to him" andy said "he called patrick pattycakes" joe says in deffense "could just be a nick name pat pattycakes" andy says "yeah but" joe stutters "did he sound mean patrick" andy asks "i could'nt tell" i answer honestly "so its settled he could be a good guy" andy says and with that we all called it a night to get ready for tommorow.