Brad didn't know what was happening to him. Why was he jealous? He can't have feelings for Drew now! Stupid hormones, had to pick the moment where him and Tris would announce their love. But when he saw Drew walk in with Levi, the way they were eye fucking each other the rest of he visit to Joe, it made Brad feel twisted. He hated it.
Brad never was the jealous type, necessarily, especially not over someone like Drew. Drew had tried to destroy what he and Tris had, what Brad had wanted all along.
Or did he.
Brad groaned, face planting his pillow. He had a headache and he couldn't think anymore, he was sure if he did any longer he could give himself a brain tumor.
Maybe Brad could put Joe off Tris and Brad, coming out and give Brad some more time tp think about things.
Brad got off his bed, grabbing Tristan's blue zip up hoodie that was draped over the the bed. It smelt of his cologne. Brad closed his eyes, he loved the smell and for a second the jealousy was gone and all he could think about was Tris, his smile, his hair, those eyes. It was certain Brad had fallen for him, and there was no turning back, but Drew.
What was it with Brad and blonds?
Brad left, getting into his car and driving to Joe's.
Brad knocked on the door shivering. "Oh Drew." Said Brad, as the smaller boy opened the door.
"Weren't you guys supposed to go back ages ago?"
"Change of plans." Said Drew, coldly. Brad nodded, and then Levi was there his arm round Drew. Brad felt sick.
Brad stepped inside, arms wrapped tightly round himself. He missed the way Tris would wrap his arm round his waist like Levi.
"Er is Joe in?" Asked Brad.
"No," Said Levi, eyeing Brad with a glare. Brad felt anger run through.
"What?" Asked Brad.
Levi blushed, his harsh glare gone. "Nothing." Said Levi, leaving and going upstairs.
"I'll just go, Tris is probably waiting for me." Said Brad, reaching for the door.
"Wait," said Drew, grabbing his wrist. "Did you want me to tell Joe you dropped by."
"no it's fine." Said Brad.
"Brad-"
"What?" Said Brad, impatiently.
"Tell me why you came here." Said Drew.
Brad felt, trapped. He couldn't tell Drew, he couldn't even tell Tris, his boyfriend. Brad shook his head, unable to speak as he threw the door open and walked out.
"Wait!" Said Drew. Brad turned and then it just happened. Brad had no idea how, but Drew's lips were on his, and it felt good.
It felt so right, but so wrong. Tris. Tris was all he could think about. Brad pulled away, staring at Drew.
"No." He whispered.
"What?" Said Drew.
"I shouldn't have done that I- I gotta go." Said Brad, a tear rolling down his cheek. Brad jumped into his car, speeding down the street, leaving Drew helpless.
Brad cried on his way home. He cried so hard. He'd never cried so much. He walked back into the band house, eyes puffy and red.
Brad shut the door, breathing deeply, so he didn't start pouring his heart out again. He heard footsteps and when he looked up, the tears came again.
"Brad baby, what's wrong?" Asked Tristan, he kissed Brad's cheek, but Brad pushed him away.
"I don't deserve your love." He whimpered.
"What are you talking about? You deserve the world." Said Tristan, as a tear rolled from Brad's cheek onto his finger.
Brad shook his head. He looked Tristan in the eyes. "Tris, you have to believe me, I didn't mean to." Said Brad.
"What-"
"I kissed him." Said Brad.
He didn't need to ask anymore. When Brad looked at him again, the boys eyes were ... grey almost.
"Tris, I'm so sorry-"
"Don't." Said Tristan, he turned round, his hands covering his face as he looked up.
"We're engaged Brad, fucking engaged and now you choose to go kiss Drew? Couldn't you do this before?" Said Tristan, slamming a fist into the wall.
"Because I didn't want to kiss him." Whispered Brad.
"Don't lie, you wanted to, I saw the look on your face. It was obvious Drew and Levi had kissed and you were jealous weren't you? So how did it feel when you kissed him?" Said Tristan. Brad sniffed.
He looked up.
Tristan said nothing.
"Why would I feel anything? I'm in love with you Tris. How am I supposed to kiss someone else and feel something?"
"I don't know Brad how do you do it?" Said Tristan, he stormed out the house. And the worst part was that he'd walked out that house with Brad's heart and love.
All of it.
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A/N
Ok Brad's a slut..
I had to do it. I had to.
And Tristan is a jerk for not understanding Brad.
AND WHY THE FUCK IS DREW ALWAYS RUINING TRADLEY
I'll tell you why bc imma bitch lol
btw I have a thing for Tristan's eyes they're just omfg i can't
um yeah
byeeee x
