Me, I'm not choosey when it comes to friends. I don't choose who has a better impluence to me. But I felt the way of being hate by the person who loves you in past but now is treating you like a ghost. Passing you, not greeting you. But for me its not nothing. This girl became my best friend for 4 years since we're grade 2 up to grade 6. Now I'm in grade 7, I wanted her to be friends with me again, I know she's not that bad, she's not like that, she never look at me that way. So I'm sharing you the story of how I loved this girl as my friend. But now, its an ache for me, I'm trying to share with her,but she never accepts my offer.
"Jesse!! How are you? I didn't saw you this whole summer? Where have you been?" Me
"What? Oh, Madee? Sorry. I need to say bye now" Her.
"Jesse wait? We can go to our room together." Me
"What are you talking about? We're not in the same class. I know its new for you but you should just go with it okay?" Her
Okay, That's what I'm shocked for. Its new for all of us. But when we're in grade 4, we're not in the same class but we requested to be together. But in Grade 7. Its different. Very Different.
"Jesse! Here's a sandwich my mom made for you."
"Oh. Thanks! But I don't eat sandwiches" Her
"But? Its your favorite chicken sandwich?"
"Really? Its GRADE 7!! Its NEW LIFE! MIDDLE SCHOOL LIFE. Okay?? We've change. I've change."
"Okay? You've change? Think of it. Its not for BETTER you know!!!!" Me
I'm so Lonely that GRADE 7 YEAR. But Everyday when I saw her with other girls, I feel ashamed.
"Hey, Madee! Look..Jesse is so Beautiful. She's different now. Is there anything I can do to make your friendship back?" Lloyd. Me and Jesse's friend.
"You can do nothing Lloyd!. Nothing.!! Even ask her mom why!" Me
"Okay!.. Sorry to hear that. I'll go now." Lloyd
I think that my life is over that day. You know why? Because, everyone knows it and sees it obviously. So I think I can't go to school anymore. I'm embarassed. Jesse, she's popular right now, I remember the day we met. And we watch the bands at school. We stalk popular girls and boys at school, but now, she's the one to be followed.
"Madeeca!"
"Yes Lloyd?"
"There's a new girl, she'll be on our class. Her name is Jaselle." Lloyd
"Okay."
Let me tell you 'bout this girl. She's my friend this present, She is different from Lloyd and Jesse. But even Jaselle has a greeky thing, I Love her. Even though I don't forget what happened to me and Jesse, I recovered. But you know? I think I broke Jesse's heart when she saw me and Jaselle always hanging out. Its her fault to be alone like that. Be Left. But I know we're both happy because we have differentt friends. But my friend Jaselle, connects me to Jesse. Jaselle is Friendly, she doesn't choose, so I promised I won't break her heart as my BEST FRIEND.
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Whatever happens to you, You should never pass it to the other.
What you see, what you hear, in past, Forgive it, But don't forget it.
Don't lose hope on anybody. They're person too like you.
Learn how to love even though this person hates you.
Do not forget the Past because sometimes there's a Lesson that can help you this Future.
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My Name is Madeeca Loraine.
I use the past to help my future. I forgive the past but never forgets.
Stay as who you are.
Love the person who loves and hates you.
Don't ever change your eye on the person you love, stay.
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I WANT YOU TO STAY.
