baby steps

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~Harry's POV~

I'm in louis' bedroom, because I decided to do what niall said. I'm going to try to wake him up.

I'm sitting next to Louis' bed. Watching him. He looks so peaceful. So beautiful.

I find this all so confusing. I mean. All of a sudden I just have tremendous feelings for this boy. I moved some hair off of his forehead, tucking it behind his ear.

"Harry" his lips formed my name and for some reason it sounded so perfect.

"Louis" I whispered. I knew he couldn't here me, but some part of me hoped he would.

I sat up and kissed his forehead. "Mate." Was all I could say.

"Harry. Harry. Harry. Harry. Harry" Louis repeated my name over and over again, and it sent shivers down my spine.

"Louis. I know this sounds crazy. But I love you, I love you so much. I've known you for five years. And I love you. I love everything about you. Your beautiful dark hair. Your amazing blue eyes. Your laugh that seems to brighten anyone's day. Your smile is ten times brighter than the sun. When you talk everyone listens. You're nothing like me. My eyes are a dull brown. My hair a dull brown as well. No one hears me when I talk. My smile is just as dull as everything else. I'm too tall my hair is too curly. And youre just, youre just perfect lou. Perfect. And I love you. I just wish you felt the same." I sighed, it feels good to get that off my chest.

I looked back up at louis and he was staring at me, with an unreadable expression.

"L-louis. I'm sorry. I-I'll just leave." I scrambled to my feet, afraid to here what he had to say.

"Harry wait." He said quietly.

"What lou?"

"I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what? For saying how you really feel about me? I am a faggot. We all know it."

"Harry don't talk like that. You're not a fag. You're just a gay guy who pretends to be straight."

"I don't want to pretend anymore."

"Then don't harry. You're gay. So what?"

"I don't know. The fans will hate me."

"Do you know how larry stories there are on the internet? Like a billion."

"Wait are you saying?"

"I- I want to give us a try harry."

"Really?"

"Yes really."

I smiled the biggest smile I have ever smiled. I hugged him as tightly as I could.

"Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you" I cried peppering kisses all over his face.

"Harry your smothering me" He chuckled.

"Sorry lou" I must seem ridiculous but he is my mate.

"Harry, can we just take baby steps?" He asked.

"Of course lou. Anything for you." I said.

Hazzah I want out! Wait ash. You need to wait. I want to see my mate in wolf form. I know ash you just need to wait. I can't wait much longer. I need to come out.

"Harry? Are you listening to me?" Louis asked.

"Sorry ash was talking to me." I sighed.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing. My wolf just wants out." I said.

"Great let's go. Mine does too." He said smiling cheekily.

I smiled and helped him off of the bed.

"Lets go for a run, yeah?"

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