When I fall in love
I'm so happy
I feel like I'm the happiest girl on earth
But then
That feelings turned into painful
Very deep painful
They made a very big deep hole inside me
And finally
I'm scared
Of loving someone
It is not as easy as people think
To forget and let go
I've tried so hard
But never works
It's like always happen on me
Like someone cursed me to not be in love
No one knows what God wants
What He planned
It's just not fair for me
Why everyone get their happiness
Being a couple
Do everything together
Share their laughs and smiles
Through the ups and downs
But me?
-August 12th 2015, 10 PM-
AnnShav.
