Promise me something

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This is kinda sad.

Your P.O.V

I haven't ate anything in about a week or so. I'm fat and I'm trying to loose weight. I used to weigh 200 and I didn't like the fact that I was fat.

I have scars on my wrists...

I probably weigh 150 now.

I'm going to meet Austin Mahone in concert.

I put on a cute shirt and a pants. (Picture should be above or side )

******

I arrive to the concert and it's packed. I stand in line at the meet and greet. I was the last one in line. When it was down to 5 girls I couldn't do it... I walked back to my seat.

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Austin already sung 5 songs. He is singing U when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turn and looks and it was Austins manager.

"Do you want to be U girl?"

I debated for it a while them shook my head no. He will see my scars and stuff through the bracelets.

I'm in the front row. I look down in disappointment I should have said yes. I felt eyes on me I look around and everyone is staring at me I look up and see Austin right in front me.

"Come on be the U girl please" he said.

A lot of people kept telling me that I should. I finally grab hand and he pulls me onto the stage.

Austins P.O.V

Idk who this mahomie is but she left the meet and greet and wouldn't go with my manager to be the U girl.

I wrap my arm around her and kiss her check. The mahomies scream. She looked down at her wrists and so do i.

I see scars on her wrists. I hug her even tighter around her waist. I feel some of her bones.

Is she starving herself?

***

I bring her off the stage with me and to my dressing room pulling her by her wrist lightly. I shove her onto the couch in my room.

"Stay here. I need to talk to you after my concert" I said. She nods.

Your P.O.V

Austin dragged me to his dressing room.

Great. He saw my scars...

Austin was preforming his last song. I have to pee. I walk to the bathroom and locks the door and empty my bladder.

I see he has a whole bunch of razor blades. I take one.. I'm sure he won't notice one being gone.

I twist the blade in my hand. I put it on my wrist.

This is for upsetting my idol and hero.

I slide it across my wrist 3 times. I throw the blade away and wash my wrist.

I open the door and start to walk out looking at my wrist. I bump into Austin.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't see you there."

"I know what you was doing in there. Why?"

"I can't tell you."

"Why can't you tell me?"

"Cause I can't."

"Can you at least tell me your name?"

"(Y/n)

"(Y/n) please tell my why you cut and just did."

"I can't!"

"God dang it (y/n)!! just tell me I want to help you!! I don't like seeing my mahomies hurt themselves let along starve themselves." He said slamming his fist on the table. I flinched

"Do you really want to know?"

"Yes." He said calmy.

"Which do you want me to answer..."

"Why did you cut earlier?"

"Cause I upseted you..."

"Why did you start cutting and starving yourself?"

"I cut cause I'm not beautiful.. I starve myself cause I'm fat... wait how did you know I starve myself?"

"when I hugged you I felt your ribs and stuff."

I look down in shame.

"I'm not beautiful. I'm a worthless person. I get used.. why do you care?"

"You are very beautiful and your not worthless."

"Why do you care?"

"OH MY GOD WHAT IS UP WITH YOU AND THAT. I LOVE YOU OKAY. I REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU!! I DON'T LIKE MY MAHOMIES TO HURT THEMSELVES" he yelled. I lower my head in shame.

"Can you promise me something" he said camly

"What?"

"Promise me you won't cut. And I'm taking you out to eat. You are gonna eat wither you like it or not." He said slamming his lips onto mine the grabbed my hand and pulled me to the car.

***

He made me eat. Why is he being nice? He forced me to eat. He wouldn't eat till i eat. I couldn't let him starve himself and then his mahomies will hate me.

"Why are you doing all of this?"

"What is up with you and that?"

"I don't want to get hurt."

"(Y/n) I'll never hurt you.."

"That's what they all say though."

"Oh my god!! (Y/n) I love you okay I woll never ever hurt you. "

"Okay." I said. He leaned over the table and grabbed my hand pulling it onto the table. He kisses my cuts and grabs a marker from his pocket.

He wrote on my wrist

I love you with all my heart
-Austin Mahone.

"Aww." I said blushing a little bit.

"Hey there is a beautiful smile" he said and I smile more.

I probably won't update tomorrow its my birthday... I'm gonna be 16

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