Why do I Self-Harm?

What have I become?!?

The more I cut the better I get at hiding them,

I'm cutting everyday, over nothing.

I became a liar and a cheat, depressed and desperate.

Everything minor added up into something major,

I'm scared to tell someone.

I don't want to be judged,

I'm scared if disappointing the people I love.

I became a liar and a cheat, pushed people away and wanted to be alone.

I became a frequent self harmer who is now learning to just deal with it... Because there's nothing else I can do.