Dear Michael,
How long has it been since the last I have written to you? I'm actually quite not sure. Well here's something I finally saw you and the others after almost a year.
August 8th, 2015.
Wow. That concert was so amazing. When you played Wrapped Around Your Finger I was in tears. I was standing there crying and listening to you sing the chorus of that song. I don't know why, but it is my absolute favorite song ever. Hearing your voice calms me and makes me smile so big. That night I was a mess. Every time you spoke I just smiled. You don't understand how happy I was to be there. Singing and jumping to every song was an amazing feeling. I kept looking around and saw how happy you made the other girls there. I realized that night how much you boys now mean to me. If it wasn't for One Direction, I don't think I would have found you.
Michael you are so beautiful in person. Is that weird? I hope not. I didn't actually get to meet you face to face but just being in the same area as you was everything to me. Hearing you speak and laugh made me melt. I would give anything to go back to that night and live it all over again.
The next few days after that concert I was a total mess. I kept crying and crying because it was over and I would have to wait more time until I see you all again. I couldn't sleep at night due to thinking of not being able to meet you. You may think I'm a bit crazy, but trust me there's worst fans out there haha. It was so bad that I wrote you a letter in hopes of meeting you hours before my concert. But I didn't get to see you after or before. Least to say, I was disappointed. It hit me how bad I needed to meet you and i realized I won't be able to do that unless I paid money for a meet and greet, but then again I wouldn't actually get to have an actual conversation with you. A girl can only dream right? Wow. This is the longest I've written, I believe. Doesn't matter. I haven't written to you in forever so I guess I'm okay with this. I think I'm going to include the concert video of wrapped around your finger. (in hopes of you not hearing me cry in the background) like I said, it was an awesome experience going to y'all's first headlining tour. How did it feel for you Michael? Most importantly was Houston better than Dallas? Haha. Anyways I think I'll stop here. But I'll make sure to keep up with writing to you. Thank you for everything.
Love always,
Nicole.
