People in the Background

Ch.17

Rebecca'a POV

"He did what now?!" Brooke screamed into the phone.

After seeing Harry and Taylor I ran upstairs to get my phone and call Brooke. I told her the whole story, ad trust me MANY tears were shed when I talked about it.

"I don't want to repeat myself." I whimpered.

"Ok I'll be over in a little while. I'll bring the ice cream and movies." She sighed and hung up.

I then did the only the only thing that made me happy. Music. I grabbed my old, dusty, acoustic guitar and strummed a few cords. Once I found the beat I liked I grabbed my journal and poured out my feelings.

My heart starts beating faster

Tell me it's not true

I'm not falling for you

I knew you were just a player

I've heard it all before

But I thought this time was different

It's not anymore

I don't know what to do

To love or to fall

My feelings never changed

I'm broken, torn, about it all

I've loved and lost so many

I'm trying really hard

To keep myself together

But I know I can't do this

Without you at all

How could this happen

To us who were so perfect

You made me feel alive

Now I'm breaking inside

I'm broken, torn, about it all

I named the song 'About it All'. The song helped me realize that I'm not ok without Harry. He helped me through some tough stuff and now without him, it's hard not to go back to old habits.

I walked into the bathroom to take a shower or something, when something caught my eye. A shiny, silver, razor blade was on the counter top of the sink. I went over to the blade and took it in m hands. The cool metal of the razor have me chills.

I put it back down and took off my bracelets. I saw the old marks left from when I would cut more frequently, bringing back terrible memories at the sight.

I took my eyes off the scars and picked up the blade once again. I heard thumps coming from down the hall but didn't pay attention to them. I zoned out and it felt like time stopped.

I neared my wrist with the blade, but as I was about to slide it across my wrist the bathroom door flew open, and Harry stood in the doorway. I dropped the blade and crumpled to the ground. I curled up into a ball and cried onto my knees.

"Shh. It's alright, I'm hear now." Harry cooed in my ears as he sat down next to me and pulled me into his lap.

"Becca look at me." Harry commanded in a sweet voice.

I didn't obey though so he took hold o my chin and turned my head towards him, so that I was looking at him.

"It didn't happen like that. She kissed me, I swear. My heart belongs to you and only you." He said as he kissed my forehead.

I wrapped my arms around him and cried into his shoulder. He rubbed my back and whispered sweet nothings in my ear.

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Hi there lovelies!!! Sorry for not updating in so long:( but here ya go. Don't make fun of my song writing skills, I already know I suck. Those are really my lyrics and I didn't copyright.

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