I fear im getting older,
I wonder where my starfire Barbie and my shopkins went? I bet my sister is playing with them in the dollhouse while mom is locked away in her tower doing adult stuff, soon she is gonna make mac-cheese. I hope she can play with us today. And dad's still waiting for us to come back to his far away land. Maybe I'll be able to make loom bracelets with all the girls at the cool table, or maybe im not cool enough yet.
But that's okay, what else can I play with?
I fear im getting older,
I wonder why im so angry? Why is school so hard, and why am I so bad at it? My sister is getting straight A's and wants to be just like me, so I want to give her someone to look up to. Mom is sad. I make mom sad and mad all the time. But she gave up on me, so I gave up on me too because Mother knows best. I guess mom can't handle me anymore, so she sent me to dad's far away land. Im now in dad's land, and he said he was going to help me, I didn't give up on me completely until I got here. Im scared, and if I want to out, I need to get better. So I'll get better. I dont know if I can do it
But that's okay, what else do I have to lose?
I fear im getting older,
I wonder why im being treated so badly?
