constellations :: s.w [completed]

Thirteen

Peyton's POV

I kissed him one more time before i was pushed out of the room. The kiss was lifeless without him kissing back and it brought shivers up my arm from his cold lips.

I was choking on my tears. I never knew it was possible to cry this hard. I was shaking walking back to the waiting room. When I reached it, I slid my back down the wall, crying into my knees.

I will never, ever be busy enough not to miss him.

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The boys didn't take the news well. they were crying, and I don't blame them.

They all ended up sleeping at my house and bringing bags of stuff over so they could stay here for a while. otherwise, my house would be empty just like it was before I starting dating Sam.

Sam.

I can't even put my thoughts together about this yet.

I never knew that in his smile, I saw something more beautiful than the stars.

So here I am.

Sitting in bed.

Not eating, talking, drinking, or sleeping. I couldn't sleep without his arms wrapped around my waist protectively. My world was just crashing down.

I sat here I bed staring outside at the stars that seemed so dull and lifeless without him. I just stared at them. Hoping that somewhere, somehow, he was looking at them too.

I eventually got tired and went to sleep. I never, ever knew that I all I would ever want, is to say 'goodnight' and hear him say it back.

This chapter was crap. oops. if you like Shawn Mendes, I would recommend checking out my new story cause someone gave me a really good idea for the story.

Much love.