Blue. (Brooklyn Beckham's Fanfiction)

chapter 34 : they said everything I didn't know...

Chapter 34 : they said everything I didn't know...

" so he is the guy who...me..."

I don't want to live anymore !!! I'm freaking out right now !!! Why ??? Why he...??? Why ???

- are you OK ? / Chloe asked me .

- please say this is just a dream ! / I asked her and looked into her eyes

waiting for the answer " yes "

- no , it's not a dream !

I'm dying !!! WHY THAT IS NOT SOMEONE DIFFERENT ?

I mean why that must be him ? He is...The only one I don't want to think right now...I just want...

Wait...? What was going on ??? Why my eyes...

it's hurt...then normal again...

- Sky you are so lucky !

I look at Chloe . What she says ?

- what are you talking about ? / does she know she talk about Brooklyn saw me naked ?

- I mean you are a lucky girl Sky ! Brooklyn very love you . He very worries for you . I never see Brooklyn like that before . Even we are ex couple...but I never saw him care for me like what he does with you...

Chloe started crying . She very hurt .

- don't say that Chloe ! I bet Brooklyn used to love you very much !!!

I said then hugged her . But she just looked at my eyes . Everything I saw is...The lies ?

- what was going on with your relationship between you and Brooklyn ?

She smiled in tears...

- he saw me kissed James...In Patrick's party...

What she was doing with him ? I imagined everything...and all I saw is the " heart broken ".

- but why you do that with Brooklyn...I thought you love him...

- yes I love him a lot more than what I can...But

She cried very hard .

- what was going on next with your relationship ?

- he broke up with me...like what you saw at Disney . He said we just friends and no more . But he even didn't talk with me...

I remember everything happened in Disney...

- the guy who very angry and pointed his hand at my face is...

- that's James . Brooklyn said he could forgive everything . But I think he still remember...

- Brooklyn everyone has seen before was gone . Instead of the guy has cold face and cold heart appeared... / she started continue saying .

What she was talking about ? Everything she said make me really can't understand...

Brooklyn...Beckham everyone sees on the New or Magazine even on TV is just a mask ?

- but he was different when he met you !

She looked at me . And it's very make me surprise . I don't know what I can do right now . I mean I don't really know Chloe and I don't know what she is saying . Everything she said to me made me confused...

- you don't know . He is Brooklyn Beckham . And he doesn't have true feelings for me . I know it . He doesn't believe what I say...everything everyone sees is just a lie

I said then stood up . I don't want to sit here to hear what she says anymore . Because if I do that , I will miss him more...

- he smiles when he saw you .

That's what I heard from her...she stood up too but walked in different way .

Does I really know about The boy name's Brooklyn Beckham ? Everything around him is just a mystery for me . I don't know...everything around me just mess up after I meet him .

I don't know well about him after all...I think we just a player in the game that we choice . And when the game ended , we even don't know each other...

Aw ! What is happening with my eyes ? Why it so hurt ???

But it's normal again...

I keep thinking and thinking...I'm beating of someone

- I'm sorry ! / I said then look up .

That's Nathan...We have talked with each other since that problem appeared .

- hi Sky ! / he said then smile with me .

- hi Nathan ! Nice to meet you ! / I said then smile back .

- can we talk ?

He asked me . What I do next ? Yes or No ?

- don't worry . If you don't want , I won't compel you .

He said then smiled . He looks upset about something . But...

- OK !

We went to the pool . Even I don't know how to swim . But this pool very nice . Some people are swimming , they're talking very fun .

- do you want to drink something like cocktail ? / Nathan asked me .

- no ! To be honest , I don't know how to drink something like that . My mom will mad at me if I drink that .

I said then smiled . I know it very funny . I remember when I was 12 , me and my friends came a party . I have drunk a lot alcohol . And when my mom knew it , she was beating me very hard . She said I didn't need to drink something like that to prove with friends that I was not a kid . She said right . In New York , everyone always laugh at my face because what am I doing . Even that good or bad . I alway be a toy for they laugh . But then after what my mom said . I changed , I don't want to be someone else except myself .

- you are lucky . I think your parents very love you .

- and you ? / I asked . But then his face was changed . His smile jus disappointed .

- I don't have dad , my mom gave me for my grandparents take care when I was born . I don't know my dad face . They don't tell me about him . They alway want me practice football and play for Arsenal . So I alway must try my best . When I was young , I met my mom at school , I ran over her and hugged her . But she just acted like she doesn't know me . She asked me did I know you ?

He smiled when he was talking . But I know it very hard to put yourself in his situation...He talked like that just a dream and when he woke up everything just disappeared...

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