Blue. (Brooklyn Beckham's Fanfiction)

chapter 49 : yes , I do

Chapter 49 : Yes , i do

Victoria's POV

Brooklyn was changed . He didn't talk or say anything with everyone . He just close his door and block it inside .

I worry about him . Brooklyn didn't want to meet Sky . We built so many lies to told her that he wanted to come . But when we told Brook come and meet her . He just passed away and did like he didn't hear it .

But I can understand him . Brooklyn is my son , and I know him very well . He did that because he didn't want to hurt himself . He did that because he try to build his own world and image someday if he can't meet her . He tries to live without her .

In one night , I saw Brooklyn was looking at his phone . He was wondered he would call her or not . Brooklyn just took his phone then putted it down . I saw he did that many times . I'm his mom . But I can't do anything to him .

When Harper asked Brook where Sky was . Brooklyn just smiled and went to his room .

Even Nathan or Chloe came and told him about Sky healthy . He just smiling and closing his door .

He missed her . He missed her a lot . But when we talked about Sky . He just acting like he didn't hear .

We just went to Alex's house and read Sky's letters . It so funny and cute . At the end of the meeting , everyone talks about Sky with happiness and joking about how she so beautiful like that .

At the end , it's just about time . Her life is to short . But what she did for everyone is so long .

We went home . Everyone looks so happy . Except one person who didn't know everything .

I decided to go upstairs and talk with Brooklyn .

- honey can I come inside ? / I knocked the door and asked Brook .

But no answer . I decided to open it .

I just see Brooklyn lays down on the bed and looks at the phone .

- Brooklyn...I...want...

- I can call her and tell her how much I love her . But I don't do it . Now , even the words be strong . She can't hear me say...

Brooklyn said and looked at me . His eyes...

I came and hugged Brook . I hugged him so tight more than I ever did .

- it's not your fault . Sky doesnt want see you like this . Please don't hurt yourself .

I said . The first one in my life , I saw my son in this situation . He isn't himself . He was died inside . Why everything must come so fast and go so easy like this ?

I cried with my son . I don't care what people would think . Some of them will think his love is fool . But with me , his love is more than one side .

We sat down and talked about Sky . When Brooklyn talked about Sky , he looks so happy . Like nothing in this world can compare . He told me about how much she looks beautiful in his eyes . He showed me some pics of him and Sky when they went to Disney . I laughed with what they had . My tear don't want stop . But I think that's happy . Thank you Sky . Thank you for make Brooklyn has so many moments happy in his life .

My phone rang and it was a business . My shop has problems need me right now .

- Sorry Brooklyn . But I have to go . I will come home late OK .

I kissed his forehead and stood up . He smiled . Before I go , I give him Sky's letter for him . Alex and everyone didn't read it . Because Sky wrote : For Brooklyn .

Now I'm giving it for him . He just looked at that letter . I think he wonders he needs to read it or not .

- take it and when you feel want to read what she wrote for you .

He decided to take it . I smiled and went out .

Brooklyn's POV

I took it and putted it on the table . I don't want to read it right now . I need time...

I smiled when I think about Sky's face right now if she knows I don't want to read her letter .

But then the next thing I know is she doesn't live anymore . It's break my heart and it's hurt me from inside . I don't believe in love anymore...love is just a paint that human must have . It's make us useless and hopeless .

I decided to take shower . It's can help me . I stood up and all I feel is powerless . I almost fell .

I sat down and cried . It's hurt...it's very hurt...it's hurt me...why everything must happen with us ? Why we can't do anything to stop it ? The girl I love was gone . I don't want to look at the true that just me and myself in this world . Sky was gone...

I hate the word name's love .

Just close my eyes , everything I see is her face . Her face in ICU . In the last time she fight . I see her said my name . Brooklyn...Mr prefect Brooklyn Beckham...or Beautiful boy...everything just appeared . Her smile...her color hair...

- Why it was happening with me Sky ?

I said then looked at the sky . Blue Sky .

If in this world has something can make me forget her , I will try . I don't really well in missing someone...

Like everyone said . Miss someone is really hard . But lost someone is even more than hard .

Do I like her ? Do I love her ? Do I miss her ? Do I need her ?

Yes , I do .

I don't want to live without you Sky . I was wondering where are you now ? Do you see me ? Please don't tell me fool because I love you . We even didn't do anything from the list we made . Where are you ? When can i see you again ? What if I am losing myself ? What if I realize I live in this world but without you ? I remember the day we first met . I got some nervous . You looked like a princess . Your smile make me feel better about what was happening with me . Where are you now ? Do you meet any British handsome boys ? I remember I jumped in madness because your joke . I know that just a joke . But it's make me feel jealous . I miss you Sky .

I miss your face . Do you miss me like I'm miss you ? Do you need me like I'm need you ? If I know our love is so short , I swear I won't do something make you cry . I will try my best to make you feel warm . I'm sorry Sky .

I remember the last call I call you . We talked a lot . Then two of us fell asleep . I'm sorry because I don't tell I love you at that time . I'm sorry . You said I felt cold when you met me the first time . But now even I want get warm , I can't . You aren't here with me anymore . Tell me the reason I can feel warm again please !

● A/N ●

I'm sorry you guy . It's sad . I know . But I think it must like this way .

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