Fetty Wap Again

chapter 4

Nicki
Looking at Fetty while we eat, is cute. But is also, it kept reminding me of my secret. Once I tell him,he will hate me.

Why you keep staring at me?

Because you really need to know something very serious Willie. I know you're gonna hate me after.

I think that's impossible but try me.

Okay. A week after, we broke up three years ago, I found out that I was 3 months pregnant. I went to the doctor and everything and well, we have a two year old son.

Willie stared at me with a blank face saying nothing. After a 7 minute stare down, he finally asked questions.

What's his name?

I named him Jussie Maxwell.

Wow. So you have my son for almost three years? You never cared to call me and tell me? I missed his first words, his first time walking, Hell his first birthday. How could you Nicole? Let me see a picture of him.

Fetty
No this chick didn't. She had a baby by me but never told me. Do you see how much that hurt? Every child needs to have their father in their life especially at an early age. I grew up without a father and to know that my first child went almost three years without me hurts.

I told Nicki to show me a picture and he does look like me. My Brown eyes, my light caramel brown skin, and lips. Wow, Jussie really could be my twin.

This is too much for me to take in. I no longer have an appetite. I took my money out my wallet, placed money on the table and walked out. I can't believe the woman I thought was the love of my life really hurt me like that. Before I walked into my car, I felt someone grab my arm.

It was Nicki telling me she was really sorry for hurting me. She gave me her address and told me to come by around 6 tonight. By then she should be off and she should've Jussie home by then.
Just because I'm hurt, doesn't mean I will ever deny seeing him or meeting him. That's my child.

At 6 o'clock, I was outside Nicole's and was about to knock when the door opened and I saw her older brother Darius. Darius and I used to be really cool until Nicki cut me off. I knew by that action, if one cuts you off, then they both did.

He told me he knew why I was there and invited me in. He said Nicole and Jussie was in the kitchen.

I walked in and Jussie's back was toward me and Nicki was facing me as they sat on the island. Nicki looked at me and continued talking to him.

She told him that today, he was going to meet his father. His body seemed to go from slouch to straight up when he heard that. I couldn't help but smile and chuckle and they both looked at me.

Jussie leaned into Nicki, whispered to her than walked up to me.

I leaned down to his height.

Jussie: hi. I Jussie.

Fetty: hi. I'm Willie.

Jussie: are you my daddy?

Fetty: yes I am Jussie. I'm sorry I wasn't here before. I know we will definitely be hanging a lot now.

Jussie: okay. Do you like Spida man?

Fetty: do I? I love him. You got any of his toys?

Jussie: I used to. But they no good. Mommy say no more for me

Nicki: well he keeps breaking them. I just don't want him constantly doing that.

Fetty: well how about me and you go buy you some more and we come back here and play? Would you like that Jussie?

Jussie: yes. What I call u mister?

Fetty: Jussie, you can call me dad. I am your father.

Jussie: okay great. Let's go dad.

With that we left. He was smiling the whole time to the store and that was I realized this boy really is mine. He loves smiling and smiles just like me. I'm loving this boy already.

We got to the toy store and we went all out. Action figures, a bike, and more. When we got back, I saw pure disappoint on Nickis face. She began saying, he is gonna break it. Watch, you gon get mad. I told her it was fine. That's my boy. He can get all he wants. I have never met him and I am going to spoil him like I always said I would when I had the chance.

Now that I'm Fetty Wap, big time trap rapper, I can supply him the life I always wanted. And if that includes Nicki being mad at me, then so be it. She betta not forget that I'm still mad about just finding out about him two years and 6 months later.