There Is Hope (Austin Carlile Fanfic)

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“So what do you think?” Sierra asked as she came out of the bathroom, she was going to one of Mike’s shows; he had a rapping thing on the side.

“Nice, do you always wear black?” Lucie asked, fixing her hair a little.

“Eh, it’s my thing. Black looks good with seriously everything!” She laughed as she sat down next to me.

“Heard anything from Ashby?” She asked after a moment of silence.

“Not really,” Lucie sighed and sat next to me.

“What about Austin?” Sierra asked turning to me.

“Nope, not even Vic” I sighed, lying down on the bed.

“Yeah Vic has been strange lately” Sierra sighed as she lay back on the bed followed by Lucie.

Pretty little lady-

“Alan!!!” Lucie yelled jumping off the bed and running out the door.

“Well then” Sierra laughed as she turned to her side and looked at me.

“I wonder if-“

Squidgy Squidgy falalala

“It’s Austin” I said looking at Sierra with wide eyes.

“Don’t stare at me like that fucking answer it!!” She screamed,

“Hello?” My voice got a little awkwardly high there.

“Krissy, how are you?” Austin breathed into the phone, he sounded so nervous it was adorable.

“I’m fine, what’s up?” I asked,

“I was wondering if you’d want to have a movie night at Lucie’s place? Alan is taking her out tonight and Lucie said it was cool” I laughed, Alan you little ginger you had this fucking planned.

“Yeah that sounds wonderful” I smiled,

*Austin’s P.O.V.*

“She said yes!” Alan yelled as he jumped on my back,

“So did Krissy!” I laughed as I spin around,

“Guys, will you chill out” Phil groaned as he sat in the kitchen

“You are just upset because you have nothing to do tonight!” Alan teased as he jumped off my back,

“I can’t wait to see her” I smiled as I fell on the couch

“Are you going to finally kiss her?” Alan asked, I shrugged my shoulders, I mean things between me and Krissy were weird. I mean I don’t know if she likes me like that or anything, I guess I lost my touch after being married and all. I know that what I feel for Krissy thou are right; I know that I have feelings for her. She is what I need in my life, I just need to find a way to show her because I am pretty fucking bad at it, and I was even bad at noticing Vic had a thing for her. It took Alan a whole hour to explain it to me, I was still confused because I only thought Vic and Krissy where friends, but who knows now; Alan told me they have been super close for the longest time, and that I need to make a move fast. I don’t want to move to fast, I mean what if she is still not ready? I know she told me it has been three years but it was her husband and her only fucking child that would beat me up pretty fucking bad too.  I’m scared, nervous and all sorts of things I mean what if she really doesn’t like me?

God, listen to me I sound like a fucking school girl; this is pretty bad if she has me talking like this. I got up from my spot and started to get ready, I choice my favorite Slipknot tank with just a regular hoodie and skinny jeans, it was just movies at Lucie’s place so it wasn’t a big deal that I dressed like a bum. I mean, she has seen me all sweaty after a show before so I hope this won’t make her cringe when she sees me.