I love you
I love you,
or do l just love the feeling
you're giving me?
The feeling of warmth
when I hear your voice,
how much fun we have
when we play our
favorite games together.
But am I the one you want?
Or the one you need?
Or maybe
I'm just a placeholder
for the emptiness inside you?
Some days you
treat me like
I'm your everything
and the others
I'm just nothing to you.
I know I'm not good enough
for you because I know
how perfect you are.
Even on the days
you treat me like shit,
I still love you.
Even in the nights
When I sit on my bed
crying with the blade
between my fingers and
watching the blood run
down my thigh,
I still love you.
Even though I'm the one
Who always messes things up,
I still love you.
Your love leaves scars,
and I'll take the pain
that comes with it,
because I'd rather
collect the scars
than lose you.
But I wanna ask you,
do you still love me?
Do you still want to stay
by my side even when
I always make mistakes?
Will you still love me
when you see
all the scars you've made?
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