Too Big for an Alpha

Chapter 13

Sophie's POV

The whole party grew silent, and no one dared make even the slightest peep. My thoughts became jumbled as my brain shut down. I couldn't pin point what emotion I was feeling due to the fact it was a mixture of so many. Anger, sorrow, excitement, attraction.....

I took in a deep breath, and tried to keep calm.

Charles was walking over, his eyes a pure black. He radiated with authority and anger. I wanted to run over and comfort him, I wanted to run out of that party and away from him. Jewel wasn't in a great state either.

I did what I thought was best. I sprinted away from Wyatt and Charles. Away from the party. I wasn't prepared to face them. I pushed past everyone and ran out the door. I could hear someone calling my name.

I didn't care who saw me and shifted into my silver wolf, making a wild dash for the woods.

I'll run away and never come back. Never again.....

The trees went by in a blur. That's when I heard the panting of another wolf behind me. I ran faster, my legs aching and my vision blurring.

I knew I shouldn't have had all that alcohol....

'You can do it Sophie! Keep running!' Jewel encouraged me in desperation.

I could hear the paws of the other wolf pounding against the forest floor, slowly coming closer.

No.....I don't want this.....

My vision grew darker, and I knew I was reaching my limit.

The last thing I remember before blacking out was the shadow of a wolf standing over me, and a voice calling my name.

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Sitting up, I felt an immense pain in my head. My head was pounding and my body ached all over. That's when my nose picked up that awfully familiar scent. Fresh baked apple pie.......Charles. I scanned the room finding no one around. The bed I was sitting on reeked of the pleasant fragrance.

All I knew was that I wanted out of there, not matter who I had to take down.

The windows were barred, making this room seem more like a prison then a room. I didn't let that get me down though. I walked down a dark hallway after making sure the door wasn't being guarded. I pressed myself against the wall and made great effort in blending in with the shadows.

I held my breath when I heard someone having conversation, but relaxed when the voices faded away.

That's when the scent hit me again. Although Charles's scent seemed to be rubbed off on every nook and cranny, it suddenly grew strong making me know that he was nearby.

My ears perked up when I heard the voices of my friends. I knew by their tone, they weren't happy. Angel and Wyatt were arguing with Charles, probably over me. I twitched when Charles's voice boomed over theirs. Inside of me, annoyance began to brew.

He can't talk to my friends like that! Not after what he did.

I walked with long strides and didn't even mind to knock when I burst into Charles's office. There I saw Angel with eyes blazing and Wyatt holding her back relunctantly. Charles also stood there behind the safety of his desk. I can only imagine what would happen if Angel was able to get to him.

"I see that a heated debate is in progress, but I can speak for myself."

Charles sighed and ran his hand through his black hair. "Sophie, we have a lot to discuss. Please, if your friends could just wait outside-"

"We are Sophie's friends and we have all the rights to be here for her." Angel crossed her arms and held her chin up high.

I walked over to Angel and put a hand on her arm. Angel's gaze softened. I gave Angel a reassuring smile, and looked to Wyatt, giving him a nod. After hesitating for a few moments, they both left. My focus landed back on Charles. I gave him an 'I'm listening' look.

Charles took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes when he spoke.
"I know that after all of the things I did, I have no right to even talk to you."

"Yeah, you don't," I interrupted sarcastically.

Unfazed, Charles continued. "I had it all, and I was too stupid to even realize it at the time. I'm not here to force you to stay with me, but all I ask for is a chance to make it up to you. Even as friends." Charles looked up at me. He had walked closer to me as he spoke, but kept his distance.

"Hold up, buddy. You mean to say that you feel bad for what you did? I thought you had no heart to begin with. I wouldn't have even guessed you would be here apologizing," I stated.

Charles just looked down with what looked like guilt. I continued, "I won't deny the fact that I still feel attracted to you through the bond," I said calmly. Charles looked up hopefully. "However what happened can't be taken back. Honestly, I gave up my real love for you long ago. The day you rejected me was probably the worst day of my life. I've lived through hell, and was haunted by that moment. For months I wasn't even fully living. Through all that and to this moment I have friends that stick with me. They are with me through every thing," I took a moment to think and continued, "I want to forgive you. I'm just not ready yet. I can tell you've changed for the better, and so have I. Just don't go thinking we'll be proper mates, because we can't and never will be." My huge speech was over, and it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my chest.

We stood there for a minute, processing everything I had put out there. Charles cleared his throat and looked at me again.
"I fully understand and I won't hold you any grudge. I won't stop trying to regain what I lost, but at least this much is enough for me." His eyes were filled with a slight hint of sadness. We were only a few steps away from each other. I noticed how much he had really changed. He looked more vulnerable than the last time I saw him. His sleepless nights reflected through the bags he had under his eyes and unshaven face. His shoulders seemed to be weighed down making him look much older.

Without even thinking I walked over to Charles and wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him. I rubbed his back in reassurance as he relaxed and buried his face in the crook of my neck. I don't know if it was the bond or just my sympathy that made me do it, but I didn't think about that while we embraced. I felt the warm sparks that erupted when we touched.

We pulled away from each other and I turned around toward the exit. Without a farewell I walked out the door and saw two anxious wolves. I laughed. Angel and Wyatt both looked up and rushed toward me.

"Are you okay? Did he do anything to you? If he did I'm gonna-," Angel began, but I placed a finger on her lips to shush her.

"I'm fine, really. Let's just get out of here while we can."

The three of us were carried away chatting that we didn't notice a group of people stop in front of us. I was just about to excuse ourselves and go past them when I froze.

"Is that really you, Sophie?"

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Charles is getting a piece of his own medicine I see! Anyway, another chapter is out and about. I guess you already know who she met. Or do you? DUN DUN DUN!

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