Mystery Girl

Chapter 6

*This chapter has a lot of back story's in it so that's one thing. The other thing is that I recommend you listen to the song because it's a great song and goes somewhat good for Zayn and Daniela's background. In Zoey's back story It does have serious topics so if you are triggered by self-harm and depression don't read Zoey's back story. In Dani's back story it does have a little bit of abuse as well but only in 1 or 2 parts so just skip over those parts.*

*Zoey's pov*

After I have a serious talk with Dani we go back and see everyone in the living room Panda gets up and I sit down and pull her to my lap while Dainela and Sam do the same.

"So can we all stay over here cause I'm too lazy to drive home" I ask

"Sure thing we have two extra rooms" Haz says walking in with Lou.

"Ok thank you" Dani says

"Yeah it's no problem as long as we don't hear any suspicious  sounds" Louis says and everyone laughs.

"We can say the same for you lad" Niall says back to him making everyone else laugh again. When we all settled down we all bring up the topic of our back story and young life growing up which I kinda see from the corner of my eye Zayn and Dani tense up a bit at this topic.

*Daniela's pov*

I tense up a bit when we get to the subject of backs story's consider what happened with mine and Zayn's. I feel Sam squeeze my waist to reassure me. At least Zoey said she'll go first.

"Ok so, I was born on January 8th in New Britain, Connecticut. My 2 nicknames are koala or Zoe-Zoe, I am half Puerto Rican and half Ghanaian and a small part British cause you know cousins which most people call it a weird mix. My life growing up was pretty hard cause my mom and dad broke up and never got married. I moved around a lot since my mom didn't have they chance to keep any of the apartments we stayed in. I also kept switching houses a lot, I would live in New Britain with my mom for a few months then I would go to Middle town, Connecticut and live with my dad for a couple months. So I would lose friends but gain friends cause I was a cheery outgoing 4 year old. No one really knew what was going around when I was away from people, I didn't do self harm but I was upset, Not depressed upset but pretty close. I would always think that there was something wrong with me. When I was 5 I was living With my dad and grandma in Middletown. I didn't know how to read or write yet so my amazing grandma taught me and when I had to go to kindergarten I was ready. So kindergarten started and I made lots of friends and had lots of fun time, when I got home I was also very cheery when I was with my grandma and my dad. Halfway through kindergarten I had to go live with my mom but she made a big mistake. When I was suppose to go to preschool I didn't they even had a spot for me and everything but I never went I just stayed home and played with my toys. So I had finished kindergarten over there and we didn't do much we just kinda played around a lot. When I turned 8 I went and started living with My grandma and dad in Middle town Connecticut. It was time for second grade, and we moved somewhere new in East Hartford, Connecticut. About halfway through second grade I knew that there was something wrong with me. I got bullied  cause I was taller than most of the other second graders. But I stopped giving a shit after awhile. When I was with my friends I was fun and outgoing but really on the inside I was quite depressed deep down. Back then I didn't really know what depression meant I just knew that when I thought about my life i would always be sad about it. At one point I started asking people how they deal with pain. Some people would say that they draw other said scream in a pillow but one person told me that they cut their wrist. I tried just about every trick except cutting but nothing worked for me. So one day I tried to cut my wrist and it worked so well for me, but I never did it again after the third month which lead me to my first day of third grade. I stopped cause I met my best friend / Cousin. Which was Daniela I never had time to cut my wrist cause I was always with her. So lets skip to 5th grade which my and Dani were separated I had one of the good teachers but she had the meanest teacher but anyways. One night I was asleep and I heard someone say to me "time to get up" But it wasn't at all my grandma so I got up but saw no one around. Then I heard the same person tell me to get out of bed so when I got up the mysterious voice stopped and I never thought or spoke of it to any one.This kept going on for a long time. By now I was still depressed but hadn't touched a blade. One day I slipped I went crazy, The voice in head started teasing me, It was horrible. I went to the bathroom and saw a razor so I took out the blade and did a deep cut, not so deep that I would faint but deep. I bled and let it drip down the sink so I wouldn't have to clean it up. After a few weeks I noticed that it gave me a scar so I had to hide it so that no one could see it and ask me about it. If someone was to ask me I would say that I fell and scraped my wrist and hope that they would fall for it. At school I would always act smart and like i knew a lot when really I felt like the dumbest person there. The one subject I was really good at and loved to do which was and still is writing and since I've already talked so much I will stop it here but now I'm dating the most wonderful girl in the world and I'm so grateful to have all of you as my best friends in the whole entire world. The people I trust and love the most in the world I love all of you and Dani thank you so much for putting up with all my shit from 3rd grade to graduation and the week we spend here will hopefully not be the last time I see any of you." Zoey finished and came up and hug all of us. She wasn't crying But she was tearing up a bit cause I know my little Zoe to this day she still never cries