Dasmine
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I was in the doctors office while holding mariah 's hand . i told her and ronesha everything they just dont kno the whole thing as in who it was with. if im pregnant ... ima love my child, ima keep my baby safe , its gone be spoiled, I hope the baby doesn't -
" fuck - freak thats cold " i mumbled . the nurse laughed.
She was a very pretty woman . She was lightskin like me but just a little darker .
" im sorry " I apologized for my language as I felt my cheeks heat .
" you're ok sweetheart" she smiled
... she trailed off . " you are exactly 4 weeks today , would u like the pictures ?" i cried silently .
" you ok sweety ? " she asked genuinely . I nodded
"idk, I just .., idk ." she pulled me into a hugg .
" here you call me if you need me " she smiled then handed me 3 pictures and a paper with what I'm guessing her number .
" thank you " i walked out the building .
i added her # into my phone ( dr.willson) we pulled up to. my house , i cant believe im pregnant.
how am i gone tell donté. i saw my mom on the couch then me and mariah plopped right next to her . mariah nudged me and gave me the go ahead look .
I mentally rolled my eyes and then began ." umm ma? "
"yes dasmine " she looked away from the phone then at me .
" i have something to tell you " my stomach was turning.
" im listening " she said while texting . i peeked in her phone and saw her texting my principal , that's where her time was going .
" never mind "I sighed. i got up . She just shrugged .
" you can give all your time to my principal but cant give time to your daughter" i began walkin off .
" oh and im 4 weeks pregnant btw" I mumbled loud enough to where she could hear
i went to my room . mariah came with me .
" dassy are you - ?"
my mom busted in .
" i always knew you were hot like these hoes at your school ." she paused then laughed sarcastically
" well hot girl you and your child can leave my house , u got 5 minutes hoe" she mumbled the last part.
i packed all my stuff and mariah just helped me . " you can stay with me " i just nodded . my heart was feeling so heavy
i just kept moving . ill come back and get my other stuff. i grabbed my extra key and threw the other one at her.
" I HATE U BITCH " i yelled then tied my hair up .
i was ready to whoop this bitch .
mariah held me back as she shoved me to the car . we drove to mariahs house.
I didn't want to stay here becuss im uncomfortable with her mom being good friends with my mom so i texted dr. willson.
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Dr.wilson
it was 7:56 when i got a text from dasmine parker. i felt bad for the girl . i know what its like to be pregnant at 15 all hell for me ..
my son donte and my daughter live with me , my son is 17 , my daughter is my other one is 19 . they have 1 more on their daddy side but I ain't stuting that man.
i love his daughter like she's mine but shit happens . he tries to come back but im good.
my two youngest are donté and tasiá then its tay tay ( ( 19 year old) i got pregnant at 15 with him . tay tay live in Detroit with his father but he visits every now and then .
i cooked some chicken and shrimp alfredo . i left it on low as i went to go get dasmine. i have a huge house due to the money i make.
i gpsed her location . when i got there i knocked on the door. the same girl that was with her smiled and offered me in . i came in. i saw dasmine on the couch just staring at the wall ..
emotionless .. first stage .
i grabbed her stuff and then gave mariah a hug .
" keep her safe " she blew a kiss . dasmine was sleep when we pulled up . her hair was in a cute messy bun . i kissed her forehead and woke her up .
" were here baby" she put her hoodie over her head . she had on some some grey yoga shorts , and a white hoodie .
i saw donté pull up . i ignored it then walked her to the room across from his . it was one if the guest rooms . donté silly so hopefully he can cheer her up .
i began to move her stuff in her room .
" thank you so much dr.wilson" she sniffled as I comforted her.
" i can't believe i have to go through this alone " she started sobbing . i was rubbing her back until donté came in with two suit cases .
she can live here as long as she wants . " call me ma dukes " she smiled then looked back down . i left while donté sat on the bed.
Dasmine
the fact that im all by myself in this is total bullshit but this was a consequence of opening my legs without protection .
i cant believe my ma did me like that . i felt somebody sit on the bed. this house was so familiar i just couldn't wrap my finger around it .
" you good lil mama" a familiar voice asked. I looked up and our eyes met . i looked at him in utter shock until I felt my anger come up .
" this is your fault "
" whats my fault?" how do i tell him ?
"donté, im carrying your child "'he looked lost
" fuck" he mumbled . tell me about it " I got hot so i took my hoodie off. i 4 got i only had in a damn bra . I just bent over and got out a tank top. he starred at me then i evil glared at him . we both started laughing.
"ima take care of you and my child seed " he grabbed me by my waist , pulling me into him and we started kissing. at first i wanted to pull back but i couldn't resist . i started kissing back . i stopped him ..
" wait , what about ma dukes?"
" you want to go tell her? " I nodded. we went downstairs together ... i stayed behind his back for a minute . " ma " he called out .
