The cupid's Magic

chapter 2

I stood out of the form with a disgusted look on my face . Actually I felt embarresed too . It was a mixture of feelings altogether . Cursing Mrs Pauline for a second , I came back to my normal phase of mind ; the timid and sensitive mind . I worked at a call center to earn my living and to pay for my education . I tried reaching back to my dream which was interupted by Mrs Pauline . That dream had helped me get over my anger in the class thus preventing me from arguing with the old bitch. That dream was actually what I wanted from life . And that was - being a singer !!! ♡♡♡ oh yes . Didn't I tell you about the sole passion in life ? If no , this is it . Singing is my passion . I always wanted to be one but the circumstances have held me back . I am getting over with the money dad left for me and besides to survive I have to earn money by working somewhere . After my parents got divorced ,my relatives from France ( our native) broke all the relations that ever existed . Some even held me responsible for my dad's divorce with my mom . I am alone . You might say," oh come on ! You will surely have some friends with whom you can spend your life ". But sorry !! I don't have friends either . Some of my friends are there just for the sake of it . I'm a sensitive person . I think by my heart and that's why people take me for granted . I dreamt that I was standing in front of a crowd of thousands of people who have come to listen to my song . The auditorium was filled with an active and responding audience . I was dressed in a long graceful gaown with my long hair let loose which moved as I swayed when I sang . How mesmorizing . But alas ! I was there standing alone in the huge corridor of the university with a common uniform with mu hair tied up into a pony tail and shabby shoes . And the most important trait without which I was incomplete - my spectacles . I looked at myself I let out a sign of pity and grief and just wished that the dream would come true some day . I loved the dream not just because I was a singer but also because there were people who loved me and my singing and it elated me with joy that I actually had so many people who loved me . I again started dreaming when my link was again broken by Mrs Pauline . She screamed ,"Ms Martin "( as she usually called me ) " don't repeat this mistake again . Speak up ! Will you do this again ?". I replied," no Ma'am I won't . But m'am I find really difficult to try not to doze off as I work late night at a call center . I come home late at one and have to get up at 5 . ". She said ," it's not my problem . Who asked you to work at the call center ?". I replied , but with tears in my eyes ," I have no one to support me financially . I have to work to survive.". Mrs Pauline who was already agitated , harshly said," oh my god ! Now stop crying like a white mouse ! It was not me who told your parents to get divorced . Do you accept me to allow you to sleep in my period". " I did not mean that Ma'am but -", I said when I was interupted by Mrs Pauline who said ," oh just shut up . You are a typically drama queen . You have spoiled my whole morning ". She went out of the form stamping her foot . It had been very easy for her to say such things but hardly did she know how deeply I was affected . Seeing me cry , Grace and Sophia came and said," it's perfectly alright Jane . After all it was your fault as you slept over in her class. " Sophia said," exactly ! Now get rid of your sulky face right away . And stop feeling disgusted . They went out of the form to get ready for another lecture . I cried and wished that my life would like I dreamed