You Found Me. But, I Didn't Want You To. (on hold)

Chapter 12- Demons

"Jamie?" I heard a small voice ask me. I smiled, remembering all the old memories of my brother waking my up on a saturday asking to watch SpongeBob with him and make pancakes. 

"Yeah Teddy?" I asked. I rubbed my eyes, and sat up in my old bed. Smiling at my room, exactly how I left it, minus a few posters, nick-naks and clothes. 

"Can you drive me to school in a half hour?" He asked me. I glanced at the clock. 8:00am. It read. I smiled. My little brother in 7th grade. Time flies. I nodded. 

"Yea sure, just let me get dressed okay." I told him. He nodded and walked out of my room, shutting the door behind him. I turned over to see my phone on my drawer. I sighed and turned it on for the first time since I left. Getting up and picking out a pair of jeans and an old sweat shirt, with a neon blue tank top on underneath. 

Wait a minute. Issn't it summer?

"TEDDY!" I yelled beckoning Teddy back to my room. 

"Yeah?" He asked poking his head through the door. 

'It's summer, and you're going to school?" I questioned him. He slowly nodded. 

"Summer school, I failed English and Music class." He said softly. Dissopointed in himself.  I smiled sadly. And grabbed in into a hug. 

"It's okay, just next year, work on them okay?" He nodded. I smiled. 

"Ill be out in ten minutes okay?" He nodded once more and left, closing the door again. I put on a pair of Gap flipflops and started my make-up. Just putting on black eyeliner on my waterline and mascara. I looked at my phone 13 missed calls and 9 texts. I sighed I'll answer back later. 

I left my room, with my hair in a messy bun, and shut the door behind me. Grabbing my car keys. 

"Teddy lets go bub." I told him, he grabbed his back pack and followed my down the stairs. Our parents still sleeping. 

He jumped into the passengers seat and turned on the station 102.5 an even mix of what we both like. There was a comfortable silence..........

"So, what time do I need to pick you up?" I asked him. 

"Um around noon." He told me. I smiled. 

"I'm not dissopointed in you ya know." I told him, messing up his hair. 

"I know, im just mad at my self." I sighed. 

"It'll be okay. I pulled up into the schools parking lot. Seeing a bunch of kids waiting outside. I kissed the top of his head and hugged him. 

"I'll see you soon." He nodded.Getting out and trudging his way to the front door. A tear went down my cheek as I drove off. I didn't want to leave my brother. 

On the ride home I was thinking about Louis, and Niall. I need to pick one and move on. 

Niall's accent, sweetness, love of food, honesty, beautiful eyes, temper(that i can deal with), the way he loves life. 

Or Louis. 

The funny one, who loves stripes, is estatic about everything, who is and hyper, who can be a total sweetheart, and over protective at times, who also can be a real sexuall heartthrob. 

But they both love me. And I love them both. This issn't going to be easy is it? I stopped at a red light and there was no one around. The light turned red, but I was to busy being mad at myself for not being able to choose. I slamed my car horn and screamed. Anger seething through me.  

I counted to ten, and drove off back home. Parking in the droveway that has so many memories. 

Memories of shoveling it in the winter with my stepdad after a big snowstorm, and my mom and brother watching through the big glass window. All the video chatting at night, all teh talks I had on the front steps with so many people, all the times I sled down the hill down the side of my house, and sleded all the way through my driveway, ending on the other side of the road. So many memories. I sighed and walked inside. Making my self a cup of coffee, and turning on an episode of Spongebob.