Mae's pov
I woke up, on the cold hard floor. Did they really just leave me here? I get up, but a stinging pain reaches my arm and i wince. I get up and sit on my bed. Then suddenly Olivia comes in with two pills and a glass of water. "Here. Drink this." She says plainly. "Are those the pills that give me fatigue?" I ask. Even when i know they are. "Those are just the symptoms. These pills help calm your panic attacks and nightmares." She states. "More like help me throw up and faint." I mutter under my breath as i grabbed the pills and shoved them into my mouth. I grab the glass if water and take a few sips. I am not in the mood to argue with her right now. Especially when she always calls for backup. Coward. "They're, you can leave now." I say emotionless. I really don't like her. Actually, i NEVER did. "Actually, i have to tell you something. Mrs. Tonal said that your blood pressure has been getting very high, and you've been becoming more aggressive. So, if you continue your reckless behavior, you'll be send to a asylum." WAIT WHAT?! "A- asylum?" I suttered. She nods. I am TERRIFIED of asylums. There are much more people that are crazier that me. And, being in a asylum means more medicine, more abuse, and more panic attacks. "N- no... please no..." i say. "I'm sorry Ms. Wison but, We've given you too many chances. So, either improve your behavior, or your out." She states plainly as she walks away and slams the door. Asylum?! No... i can't! I'm not crazy... i'm not crazy...
Am i...?
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I lost myself.
Roman pour AdolescentsMae has had a tough life. Her family's death made her loose her sanity, which drove her insane. She has nightmares, panic attacks, and hallucinations. She is currently living in an orphanage, but due to her mental illness no one wants to adopt her...
