Kira POV
"Alright move!! Get those tanks fill!! Make sure you have this straps well. Check your blades!!!"
"Ummm captain?? Are you nervous?"
"Of course I am!! It happen that today is our mission outside the walls! I can't afford to lose more people."
She stood silence as she thought queitly. Her eyes were full of hatred and despair. Something was really common and mostly found everywhere. There just no escape of this cruel world.
"Captain are you sure you'll be alright?"
"Yeah just uneasy. I should be fine.....
Listen up!!! If you guys dare to die here, I'll bring you die and I'll kill you myself understand!!"
"Awww so you do care". Johnathan smirked
"Shut up. I can't afford to lose a squad and then search for a new one to replace you guys."
"Wow..... That's cold"
"What do expect idiot!!! She been like that, that what makes her so cool!!"
Lily looked at me with awe as if she never saw a human like me.
"What about Levi ehhh?"
"He cool but he shows no emotion unlike you. Your easily to read."
I smiled but quickly faded away of what I was doing. Until an announcement was made.
"Everybody gather around!! Stay with your superior at all time!! To the front gate!!"
"Captain what the reason for the mission??"
"Apparently they want us to capture one or two in order to research them"
"Why?"
"In order to see if they have any other weakness and their strong points. In order to do so, we have to capture one
We can't make progress if we don't know their weakness"
"Captain you sound so smart!!"
I banged my fist on her head and smirked as she rubbed her head with bits of tears wanting to stream out.
"Because I am smart!!! Don't you doubt me!!"
"I know. Captain aren't you afraid?"
I looked down and frown, something that was so obvious but hard to understand.
"To be honest I am scared. I don't want to lose more people.I don't want to past to repeat itself. I don't want my closest friend to leave me"
"Are you talking about levi? What so great about him??"
"He's my friend since the hard times, we had another two but we went on a mission and well....."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ask. It probably for the best."
I nodded as we got on top of our horses. We rode until we got to the gate. My heart was racing,my palms started getting sweaty. I can't afford to look afraid. Not here. Not when there's million of people cheering for me. I can't seen as weak.
Even so, how am I afraid of big giants?? When all my last years I been killing my own kind?? I should be be talking about saving humanity. I just been killing. And yet calling my self a hero. If I die. It'll be for the best.
