•••Bellas Pov•••
I always wonder if I was gonna meet anyone new to be my friend. But I always knew they would ditch me and push me away.
It never changes, everything happens over and over again like a song that keeps replaying. Its annoying how everything happens every fucking day of my life.
All the bullying, name calling, abusing, and changing. It never stops.
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I closed my journal and layed down on my soft pillow thinking about everything that has happened today.
Soon I drifted on into a deep sleep.
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"Cuts, cuts, cuts, cuts. All over". I sang as I lifting up my sleeve.
"hmm maybe I can make it worst" I smiled dragging the knife hard across my wrists.
"Look at all the blood" I smirked cutting more deeply across my arms.
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I woke up screaming from the terrible nightmare I just had. My mom bursted through the door along with Nick and Izzy.
"Honey what happened?" My mom asked worriedly. "I had a nightmare". I said laying my head back down on my pillow. Izzy and Nick sighed in relief then left. "Oh I hope u don't have another one" mom said kissing my forehead. "Goodnight sweetheart, I love you" she said smiling. "I love you too, goodnight mom" I said smiling back.
She walked out and I turned my body to my side face the wall. Soon again I fell into a deep sleep.
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I woke up the next morning to my alarm playing "Counting stars" from one republic. People always say, the song u hate always gets u up in the morning. But the song u like makes u wanna stay in bed. The song u hate makes u wanna get up, and smash the alarm clock to shut it up. And I honestly hate that song like really bad.
I sighed and got up smacking the clock to shut the hell up. I walked to my closet and picked out black Jean shorts and a lace black crop top with a blue tank top under it.
I walked to the bathroom with the clothes in my hand. I set them down on the counter and stripped from my pajamas. I walked to the shower and turned it on warm.
I got in and washed my body then washed my hair with shampoo and conditioner.
I got out turning off the water and grabbing a towel. I dried off and started putting on the clothes I picked out.
Once my clothes we're on, I blow dried my hair and started brushing it out to make it straight.
I put on, some white sparkley eye shadow, black eye liner, and mascara. I put on my black Magcon hoodie then walked out.
I grabbed my bag and phone and headed downstairs.
I walked Into the kitchen and seen Sammy was here talking to Izzy.
Did I tell u that Sammy and Izzy used to date and now Sammy keeps trying to date her again but she refuses because she sticks up for me?
It looked like they we're arguing but I ignored it and tried walking past them but Sammy caught me and glared. My eyes we're wide and I stood very still staring at him. He walked up to me and bumped into my shoulder before walking out the door.
What a weirdo...
I rolled my eyes then walked into the kitchen and looking for something to eat.
"Sorry sis, he's an asshole" Izzy said with a small smile. "Its fine, it's not your fault" I said pouring a bowl of cereal.
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|AT SCHOOL|
I walked to my locker, typing in the pass code then watching it pop open.
I grabbed my books and ran to class. Oh look at that, no getting pushed. Thats surprising.
I sat down and looked at the board until the teacher came in with some girl.
"Ok class, today we have a new student. Her name is Kylie Hernandez." He said smiling with her. "Ok go sit next to...umm....Bella in the back" he said pointing at me. Oh shit she's walking over here.
I just continued staring at the board while she sat down next to me. I could tell she was looking at me like I was crazy but I DON'T GIVE A FUCKK. (Lol ever heard of the vine? I don't give a fuckk Lol)
"Hi my names Kylie, you must be Bella" she said sticking out her hand for me to shake. "Hi" I said quickly shaking her hand then staring back at the board.
After the bell rang I quickly got up and ran out. Walking to my locker I put my books away. I grabbed my favorite book I had then walked to the bleachers that we're outside.
I sat on the highest one, opening my book to where I left off.
I heard someone walking over to me but I didn't bother looking.
"Hey princess, what are u doing all alone?" The familiar voice said grabbing my book out of my hands. "Hello? I'm talking to u bitch" he said snapping his fingers in my face. "I-i w-was reading" I stuttered. "Oh ok" he said opening my book and ripping out some of the pages. I popped up then grabbed the book from his hands also slapping him in the process then running back to the school.
Oh shit I'm in trouble...
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A/N
Hey guys! Please comment if u liked this chapter. I hope u did.
Anyways thank you to KylieHernandez for wanting to be in this book. And of course for making me the cover Lol:) thank u Kylie!
Anyways I love you all and I hope u stay strong and be yourself!
Love Ya♡!
~Gracie
