•••Bella's Pov•••
I've always been wondering about my death lately. Death is the only way I could leave this shitty world, from all the hate and bullying. It sucks...it sucks having to get tortured everyday of your life. And I know I'm not the only one who has to put up with it.
I think about others often, not just about myself. I've helped others from getting bullied as well. Sometimes I stick up for myself but it never works..
I wanna show people the real me. I'm not just a weirdo geek worhtless peice of shit. I have feelings, I have a lot of feelings. But I never show them, I only show my feelings on my family.
An-
I was snapped out of my thoughts from my bedroom door opening. I looked at my door and seen my mom.
"Good morning sweetie, I made breakfast if you want some." She offered. "Good morning mom, and ya I'll be down there in a minute. Thanks" I said. She nodded and left.
I hopped of my bed and went to my closet. I looked at all the clothes I had but couldn't find anything.
I soon spotted a white T-shirt that said 'Magcon' written a crossed it. I'm like obsessed with magcon. I pulled out the shirt and a black pair of ripped skinny jeans. I also grabbed my black hoodie that also said 'Magcon' on it. I wear hoodies to cover my scars...yes I cut and I have scars.
I walked into the bathroom and set my clothes down on the counter. I stripped out of my pajamas and walked to the bath tub. I set the temperature to warm then hopped in. I cleaned my body and washed my hair.
After the shower, I hopped out and dried myself off with a towel. After I was dry, I put my clothes on, counting my black hoodie. I grabbed my make up bag and put some white eye shadow with a little bit of a light pink. I also put on mascara and black eye liner.
I smiled at myself then grabbed my brush and started brushing my hair. After my hair was nice and brushed, I grabbed the curling iron and curled the tips of my hair. I just wanted it down so I left it alone then walked out. I walked to my bed and grabbed my back pack and my phone.
I walked downstairs to the smell of pan cakes. I smiled and walked to the kitchen to see Isabella and Nick eating.
"Good morning sis" Nick smiled. "Good morning" I said. "Ill give you a ride today if you want" Isabella said. "Ok thank you" I said before walking to the counter and grabbing to pancakes and putting them on a plate. I walked to the table and started eating.
After I finished my yummy food, I cleaned my plate then walked to the door and waited for Nick and isabella.
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Yes, let me tell you a little more about myself. Well, Isabella and Nick are my siblings and their the best bro and sis I could ever ask for. They do know about my bullying problem and they stick up for my as much as they can.
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"Bye mom!" We three shouted "bye!" She shouted back. We walked out the door and too izzys car. (A/N yes Izzy is short for Isabella. And also yes, Isabella is older so she has a car. Ok carry on! Lol)
|•At School•|
Once we arrive, I got out and walked in. I walked to my locker with my head down, I typed in the pin and it popped open.
I was about to grab my books but someone pushed my hand up to the other locker really hard. I winced in pain then fell to the floor trying not to cry. I looked up to see,
Samuel wilkenson.
I glared at him but immediantly regretted it.
He picked me up and slammed me into the locker. I closed my eyes wincing in pain again.
"Wanna glare at me again princess" he said smirking. "No I'm sorry" I choked out. "Better be sorry princess" he said before walking away with his minions.
I tried getting up but it felt like my ribs and back was broken. I kept wincing every time I moved.
I quickly got up gasping at all the pain I just went through. I looked at my locker and grabbed my books. I hurried off to class keeping my head down. Once I walked into class everyone was smirking as if they knew I just got my ass beat. I frowned and just walked to my chair and sat down not saying a single word.
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A/N
Hey guys! Did you like this chapter? Well please comment if you liked it.
Thanks again to KylieHernandez for making this wonderful cover for me. Thanks Kylie:)
Anyways I love you all! Stay strong I mean it. Be yourself! Show people that your stronger then them! Lol I'm jk but you can if you want I mean...whatever I don't know what I'm talking about Lol.
Love you guys!♡
~Gracie
