As Long as You Love me

Heart Attack

I got this idea when I was listening to Heart Attack by Demi Lovato. I listened to it a couple of times and thought it could relate to this ship.  So I got bored and wrote this. Hope you like it! 

Natasha sighed. She was bored because Clint was on a mission in Tennessee. She sighed, she knew he would be back soon, but things were boring without him. To pass time she decided to go take a shower. She turned on the water then striped of her clothes then got in the shower. She squirted a quarter sized glob of Shampoo on her hand then rubbed it in her hair. She started to sing,

Putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

She sang as she rubbed the Shampoo in her hair.  

Never put my love out on the line 

Never said yes to the right guy 

Never had trouble getting what I want 

But when it comes to you I'm never good enough 

She thought of Clint when she sang. 

When I don't care 

I can play him like a Ken doll 

Won't wash my hair 

Then make him bounce like a basketball. 

She rinsed of the Shampoo.  

But you make me wanna act like a girl 

Paint my nails and wear high heels 

Yes you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand 

She put some conditioner in her hair and rubbed it in. 

You make me glow 

But I cover up, won't let it show 

So I'm putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

She scrubbed the conditioner more in her hair. 

Never break a sweat for the other guys 

When you come around I get paralyzed 

And every time I try to be myself 

It comes out wrong like a cry for help 

She rinsed her hair. 

It's just not fair 

Brings more trouble than it all is worth 

I gasp for air 

It feels so good, but you know it hurts 

Then she started to put soap on. 

But you make me wanna act like a girl 

Paint my nails and wear perfume 

For you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand 

Then she rinsed herself of and turned the water off. 

You make me glow 

But I cover up, won't let it show 

So I'm putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

Then she heard a light rustling and she stopped singing and cocked her head to the side to listen better. The rustling stopped so she shrugged and continued singing while she changed. 

The feelings got lost in my lungs 

They're burning, I'd rather be numb 

And there's no one else to blame 

So scared I'll take off and run 

I'm flying too close to the sun 

And I'll burst into flames 

She was trying her hair as she walked out of the bathroom singing with her back turned to the bed. 

You make me glow 

But I cover up, won't let it show 

So I'm putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack

She got out her jacket and put it on then turned around. She would have almost jumped out of her skin except that she was an assassin and didn't do that. There was Clint sitting on her bed still in his uniform. She scanned him for injuries and to her relief she just found a few cuts and bruises.
She said to him, "You look like shit."

He chuckled in that deep voice that she always loved. He said back, "Did you mean it?"

Natasha looked at him confused, "Mean what?"
He said, "The song, do you mean it?" Natasha sighed as she sad down on the bed next to him. He pulled her into his embrace and he kissed her damp hair.

She sighed, he would have to know sooner or later and she said in a small voice, "Sometimes, yes." He nodded.
She  tilted her head up so she could look at him, "I didn't mean it like that." He looked down at her with his poker face and she couldn't tell what he was thinking, but his eyes betrayed him. She saw hurt, love, and something she's never seem in his eyes before, fear. She knew she couldn't say what she felt so instead she pressed her lips to his and put all of her words and emotions into the kiss. At first Clint stiffed then he relaxed and kissed her back with just as much emotion.
When they broke apart she rested her forehead against his, "I missed you." He smiled because he knew she wouldn't be able to say what he wanted her to say just yet, but he knew what those words really meant.

He pulled her tighter to him and they just sat like that untill she said again, "You still look like shit." He chuckled at that then he let her help him change into comfortable clothes and then they crawled into bed. She fell asleep snuggled again her Hawk's chest. She was happy whenever she was with her Hawk, and he was hapy when he was with his Spider. 

So how was it? Sorry it was slight OOC.