Wow how much crap can be dumped on one person at a time? Ill start with last weekend. Me and my (ex) Boyfriend started dating on Valentines Day. He went to my school for about 2 months; he came around December and left at the end of February. Well he didn't leave he was expelled. I found out he was a drug addict, and perv.... He only called me when he was bored or it was really late at night. Not too long ago he asked out my best friend!! To make it worst he asked her while I was on the phone with her... Ughh!!!! About a week later I was put on restriction.. I wanted to break up with him but I couldn't call him. I was getting really annoyed not being able to break up with him... One day while I was on restriction, on of the guys from my math class asked me if I was single.. My response was, "I will be hopefully soon.." I think you can tell how that conversation went. Needless to say nothing happened there. Last Saturday I was at my best friends house.. Sam ( my bf at the time..) called her not knowing I was there. He proceeded to go on and on about his four other girlfriends, the girl he screws frequently, and how he would choose her over me. After he found out I was there he said," I was just trolling you.." Yeah right! I dumped him like he was hot even though he's not. ( I can;t believe I said that. I promise it won't happen again. This break up is leading to soo much crap. I just can't stand this. Today I was informed by my best friend that he called her asking her out and for frequant sex.... I also found out today someone VERY close to me has 3 weeks max to live...... On top of all that I'm struggling with anorexia and losing most of my friends. I bet all this bad luck is coming from those chain letter that are like, " If you don't forward you will have relationship problems!!" I hate those. I'm starting to doubt myself. You may be wondering why.. Well, I'll tell you. I've always thought I would like someone who would last more than 2 months. Needless to say, what a first boyfriend, huh? I'm currently crushing on a guy at my school absolutely NO ONE knows.... Lets see how my love life goes from here....
