( A/N not all of these will be just Natalia's POV it will most likely be each character)
Natalia's POV
I pace in the waiting room and my dad is trying to talk me down. "Stop Tals the nurse said that she should be ok" my dad tries to comfort me. I grip my sweater that im wearing as thoughts flow through my brain.
The thoughts are like an endless battle
*What if she dies?*
*Funny huh both mom and sister gone same day*
*Then you would have to start a whole new life with a new mom and brothers and a brother or sister*
*If she does live act like she never was alive and same if she doesn't make it*
*Why would I do that?*
*No pain*
*Shut everyone out do it*
*No more pain if you do*
*Do.It*
I sit in the chair gripping my hair and everyone leaves the room to the cafeteria for dinner. "Make it stop" I mumble to myself. "Naomi Anders?" I hear a mans voice speak I look up. "Ya?" I question standing up. "You are?" he asks. "Natalia her sister" I say and he nods. "Im her doctor basically her heart failed she actually did die for 3 minutes but we were able to revive her so if she stays on the meds we gave her she should be fine........." He goes on but my fucking ADHD kicks in so I start to wonder off.
After my moms passing my dad took me off meds believing I was better and didn't have ADHD anymore. It sucks cause he will leave me in charge of things I cant do and then he yells at me and he will yell at me for also failing my classes.
"So its up to your dad if you guys wanna bring her home so let me know when hes back k?" He asks and I nod.
My dad walks in. "Go see the doctor." I mutter a bit and he nods and kisses Sophia before he leaves and her and I are the only ones in there.
"Ok kid listen you and your sister are gonna keep your bitchy rude ass comments about me and your father he loves me and we are going to live in a mansion together got it?" She says. Im taken back by this was she saying this to me on the day of my mothers death and my sister being close to it?!.
She goes on not realizing my dad standing there and I don't either.
"Listen bitch stop using my dad for money ok? and stop bad mouthing my mom cause 1 she wasn't a whore 2 she wasn't a gold digger 3 SHE WAS MY MOM........She was the only person I could trust and now you've brainwashed my dad and once he figures this out it will shatter him." I say and he walks to us. "Were keeping her overnight...." He says in a low voice.
My dad ignores what Sophia said to me and he yells at me I have to go home with Sophia and he will stay the hospital.
I ignore the two little twin brats and rush up to my room and I slam the door shut. "NATALIA COME HERE!" I hear Sophia and I roll my eyes and walk downstairs. "How can I help you?" I ask. "By not ignoring your future brothers!" She yells. "Well excuse me for wanting to be alone" I roll my eyes and she snaps my phone away. "DUDE WHAT THE HELL?!" I yell. "Your grounded no phone, tv, music, or laptop" She says. "YOU CANT TAKE MUSIC FROM ME NO" I scream. "Watch me" she smirks and she walks away.
"You have no right" I yell following her. "Actually I do im your mom" she says packing all my stuff in a bag and throwing it out the window. I grip my hair and I start crying. "DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND MY MOM GAVE ME THAT GUITAR AND ITS PROBABLY SMASHED GOD WHY ARE YOU IN MY LIFE OK YOUR A FUCKING WHORE" I scream. "your mom is dead let her go" She screams at me.
I go out to drink and I end up getting wasted.
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A/N
Sorry this is bad but I really like it
