Random stuff I post

Never Again

I gave you a chance.... You still broke my heart.

You might say I'm harsh on you, so I gave you another.... It seem you enjoy me seeing me in tears.

My mom said you ain't worth it and there are times I agree.

But overtime, I enjoy your smiles and the sound of your laughter. I know I shouldn't, yet I'm attached. I tell my friends, they say go for it. In the end, I found out they didn't really give a shit what will become of me.

My closest friend says to follow my heart, but I have no idea what it says.

My heart is bitter sweet to him. It still remember the scars it done to it and the happiness he gave to it.

I wish I could just have amnesia and forget about you. If only if things weren't complicated.

I see your stare and know you want to try again, but I know this is my time to finally say no. Or this will end up with me in tears again.

You made me laugh before asking me, the perfect trap to get what you want. But instead of giving in, I listen to what my mom said. I said no and stood my ground.

I told you I gave you a chance and you blew it. I told you I hate how I end up crying over you. I told you I'll never give I ever again...

Time past, I find myself regretting that things will be the same. But I also found myself relieved that I don't need to confuse myself any longer....

Never again will I bring myself to this. Never again.

Or so I thought, my heart still misses you.