People make her feel like she isn't wanted.
Like she's not worth fun & love or any attention in the world.
She's acted upon like she's invisible,
like she didn't say anything,
like she was never there.
LIKE she was never sane.
People put on the fake smiles and fake acts and believe her to not see past it all.
They believe she's AS Stupid as the fish that got eaten by the blind whale.
They believe she needs no mean for happiness.
She can't even find the path to where HER life is supposed to begin.
Instead it's all ending and she wants it to end faster.
She feels unappreciated,
she feels like she's not worth anyone's time.
She wishes to go sit on the lonely high tall tree and be it's partner in the loneliness and watch as everyone lives their life and not give a care
BUT rejoice in the fact that she's no longer there.
No Freedom, No freedom she has.
She feels like the love she gives is abused
to the extent where that love she needs for herself is NO More.
All she sees in her eyes is lies,
false,
no love,
no empathy,
no worthiness,
no humbleness as everything is concieved
with shallow emptiness.
But she wants No More.
~ You only ever see what they want you to see. Not what's behind closed doors.
