Chapter 4: Forgive Me

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Chapter 4!!!!!!!! Yea!!!!! .....I'm still crying from the 3rd chapter!!!!!!!!And my friends in real life have wattpad too they inspired me to write this Chapter sabrinashakoor804 and Jack21jumpstreet Oh you can play the song if you want but the best part is on Eren's POV..

Enjoy or whatever...

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Mikasa's POV:

The last people I saw were Armin and Levi as they rushed to me...... Then I blacked out....

The next thing I knew I found myself in the infirmary, I looked over to my shoulder and saw Armin's puffy eyes.

"Mikasa!!!!"

Voices calling to me....

"Mikasa!!!!"

Speaking to....me...

"Mikasa, are you okay?"

Asking about my safety.

"M-Mikasa...."

Are they all worrying about....me?

"It'll be okay, Mikasa."

Tears of joy... And maybe slightly some saddness.

Everyone.....

Armin, Sasha, Krista, Ymir, Connie, Jean, Hanji... even.... Corporal Levi, They are here all of them here.....

Except for.......

Eren.....

Ugh God I just wanted to cry. But I knew I couldn't, not in front of them, not now, nor never. Just hold everything in.....

"I see...." Levi just shot a glare at me, he knows. I sit up weakly

"What do you mean, Corporal?" I asked him.

"Stop holding all your tears in besides, Eren isn't here so cry all you want...." He replied, everyone stared at him and like always he said " Tch.....brats...."

He's right I should stop holding in my troubles and tell them....everything....

I did what the Corporal told me to.....I let go.... Everything that's been bothering me..... I just let go,
I told them....everything about..... My parents and mostly my crush on Eren.

But... It want out differently then I expected... They didn't laugh at me or anything....

Though I cried, for pretty much half the day. I knew that I could never have other friends that were better then the one's that are here for me now...

We all went back to our cabins and since it was our day off I decided to run around for while.

~~Eren's POV~~~
~~~time skip brought to you by Sasha's magical potatoes ~~~

"M-Mikasa....."

"Yea Eren, Mikasa almost killed herself last night!" Armin yelled at me.

"And it was all because of you!" Jean added

"SHUT UP HORSE-FACE!!!" I cried.

"Armin, is this true...." I turned to Armin with saddened eyes

"Yes Eren, its true...." Armin looked down.

I can't believe it Mikasa.... Almost....Died....

I am supposed to be protecting her.

I'm supposed to be there for her when she's broken.

But how did I not notice how broken she really was.

Why? Why couldn't I see? It's all my fault. Mikasa is my sister.

But I love her more then that. All the times she was there for me, protected me, saved me and I treated her like crap.

I looked at my feet.

I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

My vision started to blur from the tears that I was holding back.

I didn't mean to hurt you, Mikasa.

I ran out the room.

I didn't mean it!

I ran to the tree, the tree we had our first longest fight.

Mikasa....

I sat down near the tree, crying.

Mikasa, please...

I was drifting off to sleep

Forgive me...

To Be Continued.....


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