Wounds

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"I needed you to save me, but you just watched me drown in my own pool of emotions. I drowned from the love I had for you, and you did nothing."

-03 Things I wish you knew.

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Dear diary,

I scrubbed my body today until it left scratches to get rid of his touch. I brushed my teeth over and over again hoping to get rid of his taste.

I felt disgusted for letting him use me.

I felt disgusted for believing his lies.

I felt disgusted for opening and surrendering myself to him.

I felt disgust for him and disgust for myself.

I wanted to erase everything we did but no scrubbing seemed enough and that's when I finally broke down in the shower.

My body raking with loud and uncontrollable sobs.

My mind wishing I could wash everything away with my tears and water.

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-R. Xx.

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