"Wow, it has been 10 years!
I'm so happy that finally Twice did that. I'm proud of the members because they have achieved so many things.
Several members had finally had their own solo debut, unit, drama, and even their own show! That's crazy!
Even after my departure last year, Twice is still going stronger than ever. I really love their 10 years comeback concept. It's funny, cute, mature, but childish. You know, Twice!
That song really speaks to me. I know that the song is for Once, but sometimes, I just think that the song is especially for me.
'Me + You'
(Hehe, please don't tell anyone about this)
Just for your information, I'm still contacting them once in a while (pun unintended). The news that I left Twice because my health condition is true. I'm diagnosed with a mental disorder (that I can't reveal it publicly), but basically being an idol is too much for me. I'm just mentally can't handle it.
Me leaving Twice has been predicted since ny first time joining, but it's never because of a bad reason or anything. So, it's okay!
Speaking of contacting, Tzuyu called me the other day. She was telling me that finally Twice would be performing in her home land. And just a few days ago, they've done that.
Even when in Taiwan, Tzuyu called me again. She was crying because she was so happy. And I'm so proud of her. We talked about how this started when Tzuyu was forced to make an apology video just for raising a Taiwan flag. And now THE WHOLE GROUP had a concert there. It takes literally 10 years to make it happen.
"It's like a perfect happy ending," she said.
I also remember when I visited her in a recording studio, preparing for her solo debut 'Run Away'. It came out perfect. It's not just her voice that is so beautiful, but she's so confident and happy doing that.
"The maknae has grown up now," she told me jokingly. I laughed so hard on that.
But I think she was right. But it's not just her. Everyone has grown beautifully and maturely. So do I.
Sometimes, I think 'oh so this is what it feels like to be a forgotten idol'. But it's not the case. My music studio business is doing so well and I still can meet Once, especially those who come to my fan meeting. 'The Tenth'. That's what they call their self.
I'm so happy and grateful for everyone around me. I'm so thankful to Twice for being my best friends until today. Thank you. I am really really happy to be part of your life, guys.
And for you, thank you for following my story until the end.
So long."
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