When you touch me it turns me on. The sound of your name makes my whole body quiver. Your scent dulls all my other senses causing me to go into a shocked state. I faint at the sight of you, that bleached white smile you have causes a ocean to form in my jeans. Deep dark mysterious eyes that I can't even look into without getting lost. Full pink lips that feel like the inside of a rose, tongue sneaking it's way into my mouth battling against my own fighting for dominance. Strong arms wrapped around me protecting me from everything but you. Being foolish enough for believing that I actually had a chance with you. You're perfect in my eyes you have everything that I want the goofiness, charm, looks, and personality but I can't even come close to being in the same category as you. I'm damaged, broken, thrown away, and hopeless, I understand now why you wouldn't ever want me lol I don't even want me but that's life I guess. You mean a lot to me it's not love, no it's not that but it's pretty damn close. I really want to be with you but the way I'm set up you don't want this, I mean look at me i can't even be a good friend without fucking that up its my fault everything is my fault I'm just a big fuck up that nobody wants to deal with. Dealing with me will ruin your life. I'll slowly slip away to save you from the pain that I'll cause. The pain? I can take that it wouldn't be the first time I overdosed and have to go through withdraws.
