Lost

chapter 6

Not long after the car stood in front of my paige colored house. Annese and I exited out the door when Issac stopped me and handed me a small post it with neat handwritten and digits on them.

"You guys should give me a call if you need anything." He said looking at me with warm and soft eyes. I took the post it and entered my door with Annese's help. We went upstairs and there seemed to be no one inside the house. I felt worried about her, she snapped when she found out she had a mate and seemed sad when we talked about Aron. Soon I sat on my neat white sheets while Annese rested next to me.

"What happened back there why'd you snap?"I asked looking at her straight in the eye.

"I don't know about having Aron being my mate. When I woke up he was looking at me all concerned. Then comes this other girl that wasn't downstairs when you came down. You know what she said. 'What wrong baby'." she quoted with her hands."The guy is obviously a player.... Also what about Bryan I mean what am I supposed to tell him."She said looking at the ceiling as she rested her hands over her arms.

"Just because you have a mate that doesn't mean you have to break up with Bryan. Bryan is sweet, charming and not a player. He loves you, obviously." I said putting my hand on her arm.

"Yeah."She faked a smile.

"You know what, you should spend the night over at my house. We could watch a scary movie to get the wolf stuff out of our head."I said looking at her with a small, worried smile.

"Yeah. I don't even have to call my parent's they still think am at the cottage ."She smirked sitting up.

"Great let me go get the food." I said.

"No, you stay here am going to get the stuff."She said heading out the door.

"Okay." I smiled. I saw her get out the door and I hoped on one leg leaning on the wall grabbing my navy blue sweats with a black tank top. Then heading towards my drawer and getting black socks. I entered the bathroom and leaning against the wall whole time while I changed. I put my hair up and brushed my teeth and checked the time on the grey radio I had in my bathroom. It was 3:30 and the clouds seemed to be getting near my home. I finished brushing my teeth. I hoped and picked a movie and went down stairs thinking it would be better to see it downstairs since the one downstairs was bigger. I hoped my way downstairs and I saw Annese microwaving popcorn and pouring chips in a tray. When the doorbell rang. Annese saw me and said "I'll get it."

I smiled and hoped to the carmel brown couch."Who is it?!"I screamed.

When Annese looked at me and mouthed.'It's Logan and Aron'

Alarms in my head turned on and for a second I wanted to run upstairs but, sadly I couldn't. She came over leaving the door slightly open.

"What do they want?" I whispered.

"I don't know?"She whispered.

"Go check."

"Fine." she said in an irritated voice. I heard them talking but it was hard to understand. She came back and asked.

"They said if they could come in."

"Why?"

"Because they want to talk, about the mate thing and to get things straight."

"Umm.. Idk? do you want to talk to Aron?"I asked.

"I guess. I don't know." She said.

"I guess we should since they saved our lives and don't want to be rude." I don't know if It was about being rude or wanting to see Logan. But I did feel like I needed to see him.

Annese opened the door and I saw as Aron and the Logan entered slowly. The microwave made noise and then said.

"I should go get that?"Annese said heading towards the kitchen.

"I'll come." Said Aron walking right after her.

"You can sit down." I motioned my hand towards the couch.

He sat down a seat next to me and looked at me then saying."Brooke-"

With curiosity I interrupted him then asked."What happened to you that night when were 8?"

"What do you mean?"

"You left without even saying goodbye." I said looking down at the floor wondering why I was asking all this questions out of nowhere. I looked back at him and he looked at me with his marvelous gray eyes.

"I told your Dad to say goodbye for me...... My uncle, he found me that night he took me far into the woods. He planned to kill me but he was to late. Aron Dad was out that night with his pack. Before my Uncle got the chance to kill me he made me this." He said pulling down the collar of his shirt and showing me a scar that was about 6 inches long. I came closer and touched the scar with my hand then pulled it back instantly. knowing I was being weird. Then pulling my hair back behind my ear.

"Im sorry."I said.

"It's okay...Um Brook she's and ex. She meant and means nothing to me -"he said when the doorbell rang again. I stood up while the pain surge through my leg and Logan helped me up leading me to the door. I opened the door and there stood Ashton rubbing his neck with hand. When he saw me he quickly wrapped his arms around me and placed his chin on my shoulder. Making Logan to slowly move his hand away.

"Im sorry baby. I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing. " He said holding me tighter. Then the room fell silent and I heard Aron's and Annese foot steps in the background.

"Being drunk is no excuse Ashton?"I said as a tear rolled down my eye. Then more ran down my face as I pushed him away.

"You've got a whole lot of fucking nerve coming here Ashton!"Screamed Annese coming towards the door."You sleep with her sister and make some shitty ass excuse!" I motioned my hand for Annese to stop. She stopped and crossed her arms. Ashton looked at me softly with his blue eyes. Then wiping away a tear from my face I watched him wiping it with his thumb. I felt numb I didn't know what to feel when he touched me. I slowly stepped outside holding in my feelings. I closed the door seeing Annese shocked face and her palm which was in a fist. I looked back at Ashton as I felt pain in my heart.

"keria, I didn't mean for that happen. It was some stupid and Unforgivable mistake I know. I don't expect for you to forgive me but, Annese I love you." he said holding my hand. I became shocked to what he said; he has never said those words to me. I sat on the stairs made of concrete and placed my hands over my eyes. I didn't what to do. Ashton and I only been in a relationship for a year. I couldn't take all this in a day. I'm not ready.

"Say something please."He begged.

"I can't do this Ashton. Even If we did it wouldn't be the same, nothing would."I said standing up as tears rolled down my eyes.

Crossing my arms and heading back to the door when he grabbed a hold of my hand and moving closer. He grabbed my waist and kissed my forehead for a while, then letting go of me. I saw him turn away and walk slowly to his car. I looked away and opened the door seeing everybody sitting in the couch. I faked a smile the slowly with pain in my leg I walked to my room. Annese told them that they should probably leave. I closed the door right behind me as a layed in my bed and tears rolled down my face. I heard Logan and Annese getting in a argument. The house came silent then I heard a knock in my door. I walked up to the door and wiped away the tears. Annese stood at the other side of the door.

"Can I come in?"She asked.

"I need to be alone Annese."I told her then closing the door. I heard he slow footsteps down the stairs the the shut of the door. I got under my sheets and felt the wet salty tears roll down. I didn't know what to feel. I didn't know if I loved Ashton.I cried for hours until there was no more tears to use. Then falling asleep.