//Authors note//
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-Blue//Vic's Pov//
I watch as Raven's black SUV pulls out of my driveway. I ruined it, I couldn't stop myself from trying to kiss her.
"Fuck!" I yell out into the chilly afternoon air.
All I feel is a rush of anger, regret, and sadness take over my body.
I fucked up.
I lost her.
She's gone for good, I never had a chance anyways.
Fuck it.
All these thoughts, running through my mind as the poison of alcohol runs through my bloodstream.
Tears fight their way out of my eyes, causing them to sting. I stumble my way to the bathroom, locking the door behind me.
My phone vibrates in my back pocket, I pull it out to see a text from Raven.
Rave cx: hey... I'm sorry about tonight. My anxiety just got the best of me, ig. I had fun tho...
I've read the text over and over again. Probably about twenty times by now. The sadness hits me, almost like a punch in the face. I'm relieved that she doesn't hate me, but I can't help but to feel sad.
I decide text her back.
Me: it's finw. I had fund tloo'.
Rave cx: Vic.. Are you drunk?
Me: maybew...
Rave cx: i gtg.
Now I've done it, good job Vic.
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I wake up the next morning in the bathtub, with a booze bottle in my hand. A stinging sensation coming from my arm grabs my attention, I sit up, groaning from the pain of my stiff muscles. Once I'm in a sitting position, I look around at the crimson stained tub bellow me. What happened last night?
The stinging and burning worsens when I hit my arm against my leg. I pull my sleeve up, wincing from the pain.
My wrist looks as if it was used to play tic-tack-toe on. It's been two years since I've cut, I broke everything.
Fuck.
Okay sooo this chapter was short, kind of just a filler. I'm not too fond of this chapter, the next one will be better. I promise.
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Bulletproof love //Vic Fuentes fanfic//
FanfictionRaven has a rough life. After the death of her older sister, Raven's parents have wanted nothing to do with her. The neglect of her parents has lead her into a dark path of self harm, and drug/alcohol abuse. Will meeting him save her?