Second week of my senior year and I'm already thinking of quiting and becoming a professional striper. I've been in the same school scince 6th grade I still get those back to school butterflys the kind that make you want to jump out the window.
"Honey your going to be late if you don't get down here soon " my mom screams
"I'm coming mom just give me a few seconds"
I grab my back pack and slipped on my convers and quickly ran the brush threw my hair . I rushed down the stairs while putting on my lip stick
" well its nice of you to join us " says my step dad Ted
I tired to walk pass him as fast as I could so I could meet my mom in the kitchen .
" mom I'm gonna go now "
"Your not going to eat breakfast ? " she replies liking the pan cake batter of her perfectly shaped fingers.
" no mom I'm just going to eat at school " I say even though I'm sure as hell not going to eat that garbage they call food
" Okay honey , bye love you lili "
"Love you to mom " I quickly walked to the door hoping I wouldn't see Ted . But like always things have to suck for me .
" Hey not so little lili how did you enjoy last night " he wisperd at me .
Chills ran down my back as his dark brown eyes pircing into mine .I couldn't breath my lungs felt as if they had cought on fire . I quickly mubbled
" I um i-i have to go"
I stumbled out the door and Into my drive way . Just breathe I told my self . Count to ten .
1 .
"Who's going to belive you "
2.
"Your so fat your lucky I'm even touching you"
3.
" look at me ! Open your eyes damn it !"
4.
"I know you want this "
5.
"Shut up your disgusting piece of shit "
6.
Blood
7.
Pain
8.
Breathe
9.
Breathe
10.
Im going to be okay .
And with that I walked to my school
counting the whole way
