A War With Myself

Chapter 2

Colton POV

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Just fucking wonderful. Almost got caught touching myself by the guy who I was jacking off to.... Just my luck. Hopefully he has no idea what I was doing in there.

We just stood there staring at each other. Me blushing like hell and him looking really awkward. I couldn't say anything. I wanted to say a lot, but all my words do is put me in deeper shit. So, I'll let him do the breaking of the awkward silence. I'm pretty sure his sexy ass is capable of it.

After a very long 2 minutes, Jace finally broke the silence.

"Soooooo, are you alright? You rushed out of the class really fast. Were you crying in there? Your face looks red." Jace asked me.

I nodded my head saying that I was okay.

"Just making sure. I heard this insane thing in class after you ran out."

Oh god.... This can't be good.

Jace's POV

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"Just making sure. I heard this insane thing in class after you ran out." All of the sudden, Colton looked scared out of his mind.

He moved his hand in a circular motion telling me to go on.

"Well you see, after you ran out, Harriet told me that you have liked me since kindergarten.... Is that true?"

His face got ten times redder than it was before I said that. He started shaking his head from side to side really fast. With his face as red as it is, I don't really believe him very much...

I chuckled a little and reached out my hands to grab his face. He still didn't stop shaking his head until I started to hold it still. His eyes got wide as he saw me leaning down.

As soon as our lips touched he started kissing me back. Our lips moved in sync and at that moment, I didn't remember the question, I just wanted to continue kissing this innocent man.

The kiss was absolutely amazing. It was the best kiss I've had. I mean, it was a little sloppy. Colton must have not had much experience. I can help with that ;)

I tried to deepen the kiss. I know I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help myself. He is so god damn perfect in every single way.

I bit his lip. He moaned and I took that as my chance. As soon as the kiss started, it finished. He pushed me off of him with a force I didn't know he had in him. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. He very lightly whispered,"Why won't people just leave me alone?" And he ran for it. That was the first time I have heard his voice in years. Even though it was only a whisper that I don't think I was even supposed to hear, it still sounded beautiful. I wanna hear as much of it as possible.

And then it hit me. Colton likes me. And I just ruined everything.

.......Fuck.......

Colton's POV

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All I could do was run. I ran out of the bathroom and straight to the EXIT doors. I'm not gonna sit there and say that I never cut school. I cut school a lot. Maybe more than I should.

I couldn't help, but think about the kiss. It was an amazing kiss. But I couldn't trust him. I can't trust anyone. I hate to say it, but it's true. so many people have tried to ruin my life.

I really do try to look past all that. It is going to end up ruining my life.I don't have any friends... I'm pretty much screwed.

I don't know how or when, but I ended up at the park like 20 minutes away from my house. I looked at my phone. school has been over for like an hour now.... I didn't know I was out here that long.

My brother is probably worried sick. I should probably start heading home. I started walking. The walk took about 45 minutes because of me walking slow and thinking about everything that happened today.

I didn't have much more time to think because as soon as I opened the door, Andrew was there. Face red and ready to scream. Shit.