Untrustworthy

four ; i cant forget our english love affair

After we watched Teen Beach Movie, Calum turned round to me and spoke. 'Okay, so i enjoyed the movie and everything but why are you here?' I thought about it for a second and then replied. 'You seem like a cool guy.' He raises an eyebrow to my response but then shakes it off. 

I hear footsteps coming from behind. I turn to find Calums little sister hovering behind us. 'Cal, tell mom i've gone to Ashtons party. I'll be back around 12 ish' when she only looks about 14 'Harry is picking me u-'

'Wait, your going to Ashtons party?' He starts to get annoyed. 'What have I told you about Ashton, Jenna!' She starts laughing and responds 'you cant hold a grudge forever Cal, get over it!' She walks off quick enough so Cal cant reply quick enough to stop her from going. But what i want to know is what is this 'grudge' Jenna speaks of. 

Calum walks into his kitchen to get some drinks before we watch another movie. When he returns, he doesn't look happy. I dare myself to ask him about the 'grudge.'

'What was Jenna talking about Cal?' He ignores me. I don't wanna ask again so I put on the movie to break the tension. 

//

Throughout the whole film, all i could think about was this 'grudge.' I ask again.

'Calum, why didn't you want Jenna to go to this party?' He looks at me. 'Its a long story' he replies. I smile at him. 'I've got time.'

'Basically, last year we where in this band, it was me, Luke, Michael and Ashton. We started to get loads of views on youtube and stuff and we did a mini tour. Then one day I heard Ashton saying to Luke "Me and you could go solo, we are talented enough to make it big time by ourselves! We can ditch Calum and Michael!" and thats the last I heard before I ran off crying. I went to tell Michael and when I found him, he was packing away his guitar and stuff. I told him about what Luke and Ashton said and he told me that they asked him if he wanted to join them. He didnt take the offer but i was really upset that they wanted to ditch me. I didnt speak to all of them for a weeks but we all just split. Ashton and Luke carried on with their band and Michael went and made new friends. But then the worst thing happened. Most of the people in our school really enjoyed our music so they listened to us alot but then Ashton started a rumor that when we recorded our music, they used auto-tune to make me sound better because I could not sing which is not true. Ashton told everyone i was only in the band because i could play bass and they couldnt find anyone else who could. Then everyone started to hate me and i had no friends.' 

 I understand everything now. Why Ashton was so mean. Why Calum has no friends. Why Joy wanted Calum to have a friend so badly. I was speechless. I didnt know how react. Do I say 'sorry'? Do I hug him? Do I just look at him. I go for the hug option. I reach my arms out infront of him and we come closer together. 

//

After we watched the 3rd movie, I told him i had to leave as my mum wanted me home. As i was walking home, i got a text from Grace reading 'I'm at yours and we are going to Ashton's party' and i as i finish reading it, i find myself at my house next her car.

'Come on, ive just left to pick you up because the party is amazing!' I jump in the car and on the way down to Ashton's house i text my my mum telling her i am staying at Grace's. We jump out of the car when Grace pulls up to this big, Victorian house. I see quite a lot of drunk people outside and lots spilling out of the door. We push our way into the house. 

'Do you wanna drink?' Grace asks.

'Just water, please.'

She walks off when I spot Luke and this girl. Michael comes up behind me and jumps on my shoulders. When I see Michaels face it just reminds me of Calums story. 

'Hey! didnt expect to see you here Molls!' He says with a massive grin on his face.

'Me neither' I reply 'Who's that girl over there? With Luke?'

'Amba' he replies 'Shes one of the prettiest but one of the most horrible girls in school.' Michaels face looks disgusted. 'To tell you the truth, I used to go out with Amba. Shes a bitch.'

'She looks like one.' Her hands are down Lukes pants.

Grace returns with drinks and i take a sip of mine. This is not water, this is Vodka. Im not gonna say anything im just not gonna drink it. Michael walks off the go find Emmy and when Ashton appears infront of us.

'Molly and.. Grace?' He's super drunk.

'Hey Ashton' I reply. I look over at Grace to see she looks like shes about to die of excitement just because he said her name.

'So, Molly your looking good tonight.' Wait is he hitting on me? How do I respond to this?

'Erm.. thanks i guess?' We stood in silence for a few minutes.

'Molly, can I speak to you a sec.' Grace drags me into a quieter room where there is no people. 'Did Ashton just hit on you?' I just shrug my shoulders. Shes huffs and walks off leaving me in the room by myself. I sit down on the chair nearest me when Ashton walks in.

'Hey, Ive just seen Grace storm out, whats happened?' He asks.

'Oh its nothing.' I reply.

'You sure you dont wanna talk about?' He comes and sits next to me.

'Honestly, its fi-' the next thing knew, our lips were locked togther. I try to pull away but he has a hold of my head. With his tongue half way down my throat, i manage to push back and noticing Grace standing in the door way. And that was the last thing i remember...