Love At First Sight?

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"Is everyone ok?" My mum asked as she headed into my bathroom. It looked like someone had tried to kill me! The door was on the floor and there was blood everywhere. My mum looked around. "Netty, you didn't!" I my mum exclaimed looking me in the eyes. I nodded. She pulled me into a tight hug. I started to cry. "I'm so sorry mum! Everything has gotten to my head and squid really pushed me and I had been wanting to do it since then but I only just got the opportunity and I'm so sorry!" I exclaimed. My mum looked a bit confused. "What did squid do?" She asked me. I sighed. I didn't want to tell her this way but I had to. "Tom is my boyfriend and we were kissing when we were in Tom and squids office, squid came in and saw us so he yelled at me." I said simply. My mum looked a bit offended that I didn't tell her about this but she smoothed past it. "You have a boyfriend!?" She exclaimed. I nodded and we hugged again. "Netty, please don't do this again. As you can tell we were all worried!" My mum exclaimed. My dad wasn't here though! Where was he? I just ignored that and I slept. My mum wanted to take me to hospital but I told her I was going to be fine so she left me. I suddenly got a phone call from Tom. I wonder what he wanted!

T-Tom
N-Netty

N-Hey Tom!
T-Hi Netty! Are you ok? Squid told me what happened!
N-Yeah I'm fine I just felt like I couldn't take it anymore but the thing is, other people have it worse!
T-I'm glad you thought that way! I don't know what I would've done without you!
N-Me either if it was the other way around! I love you.
T-I love you more!
N-hehe! So, tomorrow can I come to your house?
T-I don't know. I'll let you know when I find out.
N-Ok well I have to go now.
T-Ok bye!
N-Bye! Love you!
T-Love you more than biscuits!
N-Bye!

Then I ended the call. I lied. Everything wasn't ok! I was still torn and I felt like my whole world was collapsing! If I cut any more though my whole family will be crushed. I can put on a fake smile! I did it for years so I can do it again! 'No I can't!' I said as I rushed to my bathroom.

Ok so I know a few people don't like cutting and skipped the cutting bit in the last chapter so if you have then please put this book down it is not the right one for you!

I grabbed the razors off the floor. Was it worth it? I closed my eyes and thought of everyone who would hate me for doing this and everyone who already hate me. There were more that hate me. "3...2...1... Ah!" I said as I made the next cut across my whole arm. It did it repeatedly until I passed out from blood loss.

I woke up in the hospital. Someone had found me! I looked up to see Tom, Stampy and my mum all by my side. "What? What happened?" I asked.
"You cut again and Tom found you passed out on the floor." Stampy said trying his best not to cry. I looked at Tom who was the opposite side of the bed to my mum and Stampy. "You sounded really depressed when we were talking so I came over." He said. He was doing the same as Stampy and trying not to cry but it was too obvious. I then hugged him. "I'm so sorry! I tried to compare people who love me and people who hate me. There were more people who hated me so I did a cut for each person I knew." I replied. At this point my mum burst out crying so Stampy went outside with her. That left me and Tom on our own. He leaned in really close. I kissed him. He kissed back. He put his hands round my waist and I put my hands around his neck. My mum and Stampy came in and where shocked. Me and Tom stopped kissing. "I'm surprised you don't hate me because of what you've done!" I exclaimed, still with my arms round his neck and his hands and my waist. "No matter what you do I will still love you!" Tom replied and kissed mom the cheek. "Well Netty, you should get to sleep. They said that you would need to sleep for longer." My mum said as we broke apart. I nodded and went to sleep.

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#sorryfortheshortchapter haha! I don't really have anything else to say so apart from... Goodbye my children!