Love At First Sight?

Musical

I woke up once again in the hospital. Tom was by my side still but my mum and Stampy weren't here. "Good morning Tom! Where's Stampy and Mum?" I asked him.
"Good morning Netty! They went home. They left me here with you." He replied.
"Well I'm glad they did!" I said as I kissed Tom on the cheek. He smiled and kissed me on the lips. We stayed like that forever! I really owed Tom my life. He was the one who saved me! I needed to do something for him but I can't really do anything while I'm in hospital! We then let go an I was still in a daydream. "Netty are you ok?" He said putting his hand on my shoulder. "Yeah! I was just thinking about how I owe you my life." I replied as I flashed out of my daydream.
"Netty you don't! Your parents took you here not me!" Tom answered. I shook my head.
"But you found me!" I exclaimed. "If I had been left any longer I would've bled to death!" Tom put his head in his hands.
"Tom. I-I'm sorry!" I exclaimed. He didn't look up. I covered my head in the blanket and started to cry. Nothing new.

My mum and Stampy came and they saw me crying and Toms head in his hands. "Netty whats up?" Stampy asked running towards me. "I've upset Tom and he won't talk to me and I don't know what I've done!" I answered as I lifted the blanket away from my face.
"Netty, I love you. But you don't owe me your life!" Tom exclaimed as he lifted his head out of his hands. "Tom I do!" I replied. Tom shook his head.
"No you don't! I have to go bye." Tom exclaimed. I felt tears rolling down my face. I went back under the sheets and cried.

Time skip

I had just gotten my bloods done and I am safe to go home. My mum said that she is going to give me waxing paper instead of razors and take away my door. The things a mother will do! We were about to leave when Tom was outside. He ran up to me and kissed me. I kissed him back. We did the same as what we did in the morning because he put his arms round my waist and I put my arms round his neck. "Why did you leave?" I asked him as we broke apart.
"There was something I had to take care of. It doesn't matter." He replied. I kissed him on the cheek and then smiled at him. He smiled back.

Time skip to home

We walked in and Dad still wasn't here. "Mum... Where has dad gone?" I asked. She held my hand and led me to the sofa. "Your dad heard about what happened to you. He didn't like it. While you where passed out he ran away. He left a note saying he isn't coming back." My mum answered. A single tear slipped down her cheek and I burst into tears. My mum then pulled me into a hug. "Mum p-p-please don't le-e-ave!" I stuttered in between tears. She patted the back of my head. "I would never do such a dastardly thing!" She said calmly. I didn't want to move! My whole world was crumbling! I just felt like crawling under a rock and starving because I had no purpose! Dad was gone, I was being bullied, I had been in the hospital, I have been cutting and now everyone will know I have! I wish there was a rewind button! You could just go back and make things perfect. Then none of this would've happened!

After about 10 minuets of crying. Started to calm down. I slouched down on the sofa and curled up in a ball. "Netty are you ok?" My mum asked sweetly. I shrugged my shoulders. I had no idea if I was broken or ok. I was broken. My mum stayed by my side and played with my hair. I did not want to go back to university! No way! I saw my iPod resting on the coffee table so I grabbed it  and put in the headphones. I put it on shuffle and the first song that came on was hopeful by bars and melody.

Cause' I'm hopeful
Yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it,
Let it take you away!
And be hopeful, hopeful,
And he'll make a way,
I know it ain't' easy but,
That's ok! Just be hopeful!

Rap
Why do you trip by the colour of my skin,
Or whether I'm fat or whether I'm thin?
You call me a loser, you call me a fool!
I ain't got a choice I gotta go to school!
I wish I had an angel to stand by ma side,
Shakin' with fear I'm so scared inside!
Does it really matter if I ain't got the looks?
Why do you always hurt me and destroy my books?

Cause' I'm hopeful
Yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it,
Let it take you away!
And be hopeful, hopeful,
And he'll make a way,
I know it ain't' easy but,
That's ok! Just be hopeful!
Cause' I'm hopeful
Yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it,
Let it take you away!
And be hopeful, hopeful,
And he'll make a way,
I know it ain't' easy but,
That's ok! Just be hopeful!

Rap

What I wear is all I have,
We lost our home I'm livin' from a bag,
Yo mister bully,
Help me please!
I'm flesh and blood!
Except me please...

The song then ended. The next song that played was good rhythm by

Good rhythm, really don't care.
I can take the elevator,
You can take the stairs.
Good rhythm, killing my time.
A little bit of luxury,
I really don't mind!

Baby give me a chance,
Baby give me a chance,
Baby give me a chance,
Or get off the floor,
If you're not gonna dance!

That's me, the heir apparent,
Dancing ninjas is Paris,
Talk and hurt my larynx,
I still live with my parents!

Wake up, I'm so delighted!
Play Xbox all new white kids.
Black out and dream white lightning.
Cuz' I really don't care!

The song ended and I was about to fall asleep! I was so tired! The next song was nobody's perfect by Hannah Montana aka Miley Cyrus.

When you just can't seem to win,
If things don't turn out the way you planned,
Figure something else out!
Don't stay down,
Try again, yeah!

Everybody makes mistakes!
Everybody has those days!
Everybody knows what,
What' I'm talkin' 'bout!

Everybody gets that way!

Everybody makes mistakes,
Everybody has those days!
Everybody knows what,
What' I'm talkin' 'bout!

Everybody gets that way!

I don't remember anything else because I fell asleep! I knew it was gonna happen at some point!