Trial

Part 6 (starting to change)

I will never gonna let myself be like that anymore. I graduated having no medals at all. I choose to be in Bohol for my college again hoping everything will gonna be right. I choose business administration because my best friend chooses it too. I was seperated with my parents again and to eloisa but that's our choice and plan to be with. I didn't know what that course is but love it as I started to know it better. I have lots of bff and know Bohol well. I stayed in my aunt but they didn't like me that much so I stayed in my teacher because she want it too and she discovered my problem because of being late everytime at school. I stayed there and became part of their family. They were that good to me so much. They care like my parents. I worked also with the chores in exchange for all the things that they are giving me. I never stayed for too long and have myself in an apartment during the second semester. I became friend with Vanessa and Iloiza and they were good too. As I continue my journey I found a person who makes me crazy and thought about loves..
It was Rogelio. He's an artist, music lover , and a band guitarist. It was like whenever he stares at you, you are already melting like an ice cream during summer. All the types of boys contained him. I saw him always into ur class of REED where I am the class president and he's the prince. I never thought we will became friends. But because of the job we became close. He got my number in the board where our teacher had written it for the class purposes. At first , he started making tricks on me but I caught him. He's being sorry for that and I accepted it after. During our recollection we are the ones who was being choosen as the representative in our class so I have to work with him all day. We became closer and closer and exchanges text messages like what friends are doing. One night when he texted me to join their group, they will be performing onstage and I was so bored at that time so I got jammed with them. He wants me to sing so I did. I sing a song that was entitled "terrified" and I admit my voice isn't looks like amateur singer. After we jammed he ask me for an out. Omigod, that was really my first time to be asked by a boy so i jumped up and said "okay". We landed in a beautiful place that was covered with lights hanging in a tree facing a beach that was so calm and quite. We stayed there a minute until he speak up.

"I have something to tell you , I was in loved with you. All the things that you showed makes me fall in love with you"

And he handed me a box with a sling tight...
I opened it and my eyes were big,, it was a bracelet that glitters at that night. There's a heart and a infinity sign on it. I felt embarassed knowing that the necklace is so expensive. But still i appreciate it.
I can't move my mouth and im out of my mind just staring at the beautiful gift then back to him.

Me~ why me ? I mean there's a lot of girls out there who is prettier and sexier than me. You heard kenah ? She is so pretty , every boys look at her. You can make her fall in love with you.
And i can't accept this. This is too much.

Him~ why you? I felt in love the way you move. My life turns in you, i am always thinking of you every night and every sounds that comes out to my guitar uttering your name. I can't forget you. You're here being stuck in my heart and my mind. And the thing about the bracelet? It was nothing. You matters to me the most, i fall in love with you. Im in love with you, Nympha Durilag.

As i heard those words and my name ,I can't keep my tears from falling down. Seems like it has spines and thorns that make me bleed inside. I hugged him for the firstime and asked ,,

"You just know me for a short time"

Him~ i know you well ,,now.

And he started touching every strand of my hair. I was so happy and burst out crying. He cried too. As the night ended he gave me a warm hug and a kiss. My first kiss and the special thing that i will never forget...