Trial

Part 5

Everything will never gonna be the same. I started getting all my stuffs and be it organized. I will be with my sister who unfortunately never be able to go to college with her husband and kids. The place is nice and peace but I don't think that it is more beautiful than Bohol. Everything was right and they were that good to me. I started my school in  FALI  and meets lot of friends esp. Eloisa Monique Yepez who is always be with me. She is more than a friend to me. She taught me life and how to be business minded. She's always with business stuffs and things. Everything went well until my mom went home. She decided to stay with us and will never come back to where she works. I was changed. My attitude was strange ,i am another person again so far from what i become. We buy house in an old subdivision and we started our business. I always helping my mom with the the business. Routines are waking 5:30 am, clean the store ,look for it, facing lots of people who are buying our goods and wait for the crazy man to come. He always comes and beg for food to us. As we started this , I became woman that is naughty. I always talk back to my parents. We are always fighting having our voice on our top not knowing who is right and wrong. We always do this. My mom had lots of debts and my sister is always drunk with her husband and end up like they were doing boxing. I have lots of crying night at that time. Sometimes , I want to hang  myself believing that will solved the problems. Everytime, I do good it doesn't come out. I stuck being bad all the time. I feel I was hell and every advice they were throwing at me seems nothing. I was far with God and never find myself anymore.