Carl Grimes-Chandler riggs Imagines.

Drunk.

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1 week, one while week since me and Carl broke up. He seems to be fine but me? I'm a mess. I sneak some drinks and drink them behind this park no one goes to, to wash away the pain. I get to my house and always throw up in the tub and go to sleep.

All the days are lonely. I have to stay high all the time to forget him and it's hard. I spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget him. I'm always alone. Enid try's to comfort me but I spent some time but I push her away. I just need to stay high all the time.

I bumped to him once, I was a mess. Hair not done, I was having a hangover. He looked at me and he was worried but I just walked past him.

I was behind the park again, drinking up again and crying. My eyes were all puffy and red I know that because I looked myself in the lake and I was a mess.

"Yeah sure Ron bye" I heard some one say but I'm pretty sure they won't come this way and if they do, they'll just see me and run away.

I hear footsteps but I stay where I was. I see a shadow that familiar sheriff hat.shit it's Carl. But I can't go anywhere I'm drunk, more then before.

"(Y/n)?" Carl says. Well it's him suddenly I feel light headed and I start to laugh.
"Are you drunk?" He asks coming beside me my ack facing him,
"Yes, don't you see I'm drunk" I laugh and face him.
"Why?" He snatches the bottle away,
"No, give me either it's that or cuts please" I giggle
"What? No your aren't gonna drink this. It's dangerous"
"Give it. It's not like you care" I smile putting my hands to my hips.
"How can you say that?! I care" he scream/whispers
"No you don't, don't you see i have to stay high, to stay away from you" I laugh
"Why?"
"Because I love you stupid" I wrap my arms around his neck and he grabs me before I fall.

"But-but you don't love me back, do you?" I cry into his chest and he holds me and we sit on a bench.

"That isn't true"
"It is why would you break up with me then? I'm a mess and I need to drink if I can't have you" I giggle again and close my eyes,

"I can't be with you because you're to special for me. You know that I'm not that to good for you. You're perfect. The most beautiful person I've ever met."

"Take me back please. You're everything to me. You're perfect. I don't want anyone else" I cry

"Always"he says, I cry and pass out.
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I wake up and my head pounds,
Drunk again. Then I see I was in Carl's arms and my eyes go wide and I flash back to tomorrow,
Flashback
"Because I love you stupid" I wrap my arms around his neck and he grabs me before I fall.

"But-but you don't love me back, do you?" I cry into his chest and he holds me and we sit on a bench.

"That isn't true"

"I can't be with you because you're to special for me. You know that I'm not that to good for you. You're perfect. The most beautiful person I've ever met."

"Take me back please. You're everything to me. You're perfect. I don't want anyone else" I cry

"Always"he says, I cry and pass out.
Flash back ends.

I groan. I'm so desperate but I pretty sure he doesn't mean it.

I feel someone get up and hug me from behind,
"You feel better?" Carl asks
I nod.
"Why? Why take me back?"
"Because you know I love you more then anything" he says burying his head in my neck,
I smile.
"No more drinks promise?"
"Promise" I say and we lay back down and he kisses my cheek and intertwined our hands.

I love you Carl.

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