"I'm lost. I am so confused and lost. How? You never told me you had another son." I paced around the kitchen, my body still feeling numb but I tried my best to ignore it.
"Honey, please calm d-" His mum started but I stopped her.
"No! Don't you dare tell me to calm down! Crawford is my best friend and his brother is my bully! And I never knew! What the hell?!" I shouted running a hand through my hair.
"Your bully? What do you mean your bully? Chris?! What is she talking about?" Stacey shouted at him but I wasn't letting her drop it just like that.
"No! Stop changing the subject. Why didn't you tell me?" I asked her, looking at a chair and wanting to flip it over but not daring to.
She sighed before breaking eye contact with her son to look at me. "Alexis, I didn't tell you because..." She looked down as I stared at her while tapping my foot on the ground impatiently. "Because.. Crawford told me not to. I had no idea why he didn't want me to tell you that Chris was his brother, he never told me the reason. You know how you rarely see me nowadays?" She paused looking at me as I nodded. "That's because I live here with Chris and..."
"And...?" I continued, raising both eyebrows.
"Josh, my husband."
"Your husband? Wait, so is Chris and Crawford actual siblings or.?"
"They are. But I took Chris with me and Crawford went with his dad."
"I still can't believe you guys kept this from me." I sighed as I barged out the kitchen.
"Ale-" before Chris could say my name I slammed the door shut. I took a heavy breath and walked down the street.
"Alexis!" I heard someone say behind me. I turned around to see slut of the school; Malia.
"What?" I snapped as she walked up to me.
"Hey, fucker. Where's your brother to defe-" she stopped once she came closer to me. "Oh my god, Alexis, what happened to you?"
"Just shut up and stop acting like you give a shit about me." I spat and turned in my heels, ready to leave but she stopped me.
'No, please. Just tell me what happened." She continued while I rolled my eyes.
"So what? So you can tell the whole school what happened to me? Or so you could make fun of me for the rest of highschool? Which one is it Malia? I don't think you even care! You're just feeling pity for me so you start acting all nice! All you care about is yourself! You don't even care about anybody! You don't care about your so called friends, your boyfriend and you don't care about your family! While your parents are there trying to make you happy! I care about mine so much that it hurts while my dad doesn't even care about me what so ever!" I rambled, not being able to shut my mouth.
"We used to be friends, remember? We told each other everything."
"Yeah, I remember and I regret every single second I spent with you. So you could just go back to your 'friends' and act like you never saw me. Or you could be your regular self and start making fun of me tomorrow. Bye Malia." I ran away from her. I ran away from everybody and everything.
When my feet started to hurt I stopped, looking at my surroundings and remembered this was exactly the place where my mum and I got into the accident. I started to burst into tears once again, picturing my mums bloody face and the damaged car.
It all happened beside a bridge. The bridge. I looked up, seeing the old bridge standing in front of me. I walked up to the edge, thinking if I should do this or not. I looked around me, it was dark and empty.
I took a deep breath, climbing on top of the red barrier. I looked down, it was so deep I couldn't even see the bottom. It was all too dark. My heart started to speed, my breathing quickened. I was scared, what if I lived? What if I made the fall and somebody found me and I got saved just in time?
Without thinking about anything else, I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Loosening my grip around the rusty pole. I held my breath, thinking that this will be my last time breathing in this place, the last time I'll step foot on earth. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Taking one more shaky breath. 3... 2... 1... I let go of the pole I was holding on to. I felt my body leaning forward ever so slowly. Just as I felt my feet let loose, someone wrpped their arms around my waist. Damnit! I whimpered, getting pulled back by whoever it was.
I looked up to be met by the similar, ocean blue eyes that only belonged to one person; Luke.
"Oh my god, Alexis?!" He asks, his eyes filled with concern. I closed my eyes, pushing him away from me.
"W- why? Why did you- you save m- me? You should've let m- me go." I whispered, turning away from him and looked at where I was stood earlier.
"Alexis, would you really think I'd let anybody fall down the bridge? I would've killed myself if I watched someone fall when I knew I could've saved them. Especially you, if you fell and I was there, able to save you but didn't, then I wouldn't be able to live with myself." Luke took a deep breath before putting both his hands on my shoulder, forcing me to turn around. "God, Lexis, what happened?"
"It was nothing. Just leave me alone, Luke! I don't want you anywhere near me. I hate myself and I hate my life. I just want to see my mother again. I really miss her and I want her back, if I can't have her back then maybe I could just join her." I felt more tears toll down my cheeks.
My vision got blurry and I started seeing black spots popping up. I shut my eyes, opening them again and saw more darkness filling my vision. I started getting dizzy, my body felt light and I wasn't able to move.
"Alexis?" I heard Luke whisper. The last thing I remembered was being put in Luke's arms before everything went black.
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a/n:
Sorry I haven't updated in almost a week. I was way too caught up in writing my Stydia (Teen Wolf) fan fiction in my other acc. Anyways, fuck Jeff Davis for making last night's episode so sad. Stiles and Scott :'(
I'll update next chapter when I'm not crying over Teen Wolf so byee!!
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