Months passes and as I walked through the hallways at school, I see him. He was the cutest guy ever. I couldn't stop staring at him. The way he speak,walk, everything. He was kind of my dream boy.My first crush. No words can't explain how I felt about him. I wanted to talk to him but I was too afraid. One day I was sitting down and as the class started I hear someone knocking on the door. The teacher went to open it and their he was,walking in the classroom. He was talking to the teacher. He look so adorable. My teacher calls me up "Harold come here". I walked to her she said to me "meet Lou, he just switched classes,he's your new partner". At that moment i felt so happy but at the same time nervous. We walked back to my table. He started talking to me I couldn't barely talk. He had those beautiful eyes and those lips. I
wanted to kiss him so bad, but I couldn't. As the class was over he asked me "want me to walk with you to your locker" and I said "sure". When we got there he asked me if I wanted to come over to his house to work on our project. I said "yeah". He walked me to my bus. I got in and sat down. As I got home. I gave a kiss to my mom and tould her that I was going to my friend house to start on our project, she said ok. I went up to my room looked for nice clothes, went took a shower, and got dress. I asked my mom to drive me there. We got in the car and left. There we was in front of his house. I knocked on the door and he open it. He gave me a hug. We walked upstair to his room. Saw his bedroom. It was so neat. So there we was working on our project, we took a brake, we went downstair to eat something, we sat at the kitchen table, he asked me if I have a girlfriend. I tould him "no". He tould me "why not".
The only think that came out of my head was "I don't have time for a girlfriend". He said "ok". I asked the same question. He said "Iam looking for the right one" and I was like "ok". We was done eating went upstair and got my stuff because my mom was waiting for me outside. He walked me to the door, got in the car and when i got home, i went to my room, lay on my bed and thought about him. Next day I was at my locker,I turned around and I saw him talking to some girl. I was torn . I couldn't stand seeing him talking to her. I left to the boys bathroom and started crying. The bell ring and as I got to my classroom sat on my table. He was talking to me I didn't wanted to talk to him, but I did. He talked to me through the whole class period but he only talked to me about that girl he was talking to. The one that he was touching and hugging. School ended so i went home. Next morning i woke up got ready and went to school. First thing I see, is him kissing her. He saw me, he scream at me "Harold come over here". I walked to him. He introduced me to he's new girlfriend. I was shocked, but I didn't want to be rude, so I introduced myself to her. She had a beautiful name Annie. I wanted to be her. Bell ring, we took her to her classroom, seeing them holding hands I hated it. As days passes and they was still together. I wanted to let him know that I have feelings for him. That I wanted to be more than friends. He was getting tired of her.I know because he tells me everything to him I am just his bestfriend and I could tell by his face everytime he's with her. We was sitting dowm at the school cafeteria, we was talking about his girlfriend,i tould him as a friend "if your not happy than leave her", and he tould me that he broke up with her and i said that i was sorry. He change the subject and he asked me if I was doing anything this weekend I said "no why", he said "wanna go to the movies or something" and I said "yeah". A Day passes and it was Saturday, I get to be alone with him, He picked me up . There we was alone in the car. We got to the movies.We sat next to eachother, It was really dark, we was watching the movie. When it was over. We went to the car. We left. As he was driving he stopped, I didn't know what was happening he looked at me and just kissed me, I kissed him back, it was the best night ever. He looked at me and said "since I met you I liked you, I couldn't tell you because I was embarrassed". I told him the same thing. He couldn't stop kissing me. I didn't wanted to go that far so I told him to drive me home and as we got there I gave him a kiss goodbye he was smiling he told me to text him and that's what I did. I texted him the whole night. He asked me if I wanted to be he's boyfriend I was soo excited soo in love. It was Monday school day, I was looking for him to just hug him and kiss him before class start. I was walking around alone looking for hi., I saw him I walked to hug him, but he rejected me. Felt like he didn't want anyone to know about us. At that moment I was broken inside. I run to the boys bathroom. Called my mom and tould her that I wanted to leave, to come pick me up and she did. I got in the car crying, she asked me if I was ok, and I told her everything. He texted me and call me but I didn't picked it up.It was a school morning he came to pick me up but I tould my mom to tell him to leave and he left. Mom drove me to school. went in,walked through his locker because that's only way to get to mines and there I see him talking to his old girlfriend. I felt mad and jealous. Like he was playing with me, with my feelings. He saw me, he tried to talk to me, I just kept walking like I didn't hear him. Went to my classroom and walked to my table. I forgot that I had to finish our project, I can't stand being next to him, talking to me. So I told him that I was going to finish the project myself. He didn't say anything. School was over. I walked to my house because my mom was still working it wasn't far. He was walking behind me. I stopped him and tould him to leave me alone. He said "I am sorry I didn't want this to happen. I want you Harold. I was scared to let everyone know that I am gay. It's was my first time being with a guy". I listened and said" why you rejected me. I wanted to hug you. You played me and that hurts. Don't you see you only care about what everyone think or say". Him "I know I am sorry "
I said " sorry isn't good enough" and I left crying. A month passes and I still don't talk to him. I wanted him to see what's its like without me, without talking to me, touching me. I missed him soo much, the way he makes me laugh, when he's around me I feel safe and comfortable. He keeps leaving notes at my locker. I want to forgive him but it still hurt me. School it's almost done and the only thing I could think about is getting my own place. I saw him again outside school, he told me how much he misses me, he cried a lot. I felt bad , I told him that it was ok. I Told him " this would never happened if you didn't rejected me that day ,but I'll accept your apology because I love you". He sat next to me at the school stairs and he tould me" I love you and i don't care what everybody say, I am gay and your the only one I want to be with, our love will never end Harold" and he kissed me in front of everyone. We Didn't care we was happy. We went home and he stayed at dinner. Then he had to go so I walked him to his car. He gave me a goodbye kiss it tasted soo good. It was already the big day, the graduation day. The day we graduate together as a gay couple. His name and mines was called up as we walked to the stage we took our diploma. When we graduate we was still together, planning our future. Then one day we went to a nice restaurant as I went to use the men's room. I go back and sit on my table and yet I see him on his knees and a ring. I was so emotional. He hold my hand and asked me "Harold would you make me the happiest man ever, marry me my love". I said "yes I would love to marry you". I would never forget that day. Saved up money for our wedding,honeymoon and our place. The wedding was Amazing, we got married on the beach and the honeymoon was perfect. He suprise me, as we got into the hotel, our room was so beautiful, living room and the bedroom. I love the Roses on the floor and the bed, chocolate and strawberries on the table. We made love like never before. It was magically. We got our own place. I loved it. Kitchen was big and the living room, also the bedrooms, we got two bedrooms because we was thinking to adopt a baby. Decorate the baby's room. Soo we went to the adoption center and we saw the cutest baby girl, we called her darcy. We took her to our place and we show her the entire house. Our life was just perfect. We lived happily. The end
