LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

James comes

I walked inside my house and saw my mom at the kitchen table
"hey Alexa!" she said.
"hi mom, I said throwing my bag onto the ground.
"so what did you and kian's sister do yesterday?" she asked.
"we watched Netflix." I lied.
"ok great! she said.
"what's for dinner?" I asked.
"we are going out to Olive Garden tonight." she said.
"ok awesome!" I said.
I started to walk away when my mom said.
" hey Alexa! is that your sweatshirt?" she asked confused.
"no! uh it's kians sisters." i said.
"oh ok." she said.
I walked away thanking God that i came up with that lie. I went up to my room and put on leggings and a flannel. I put on my pair of timbs and walked downstairs. I saw my family in the living room...
"hey I'm ready" I said.
" ok let's go" my dad said.
We drove off to Olive Garden and i ordered pasta and breadsticks. We went home at about 9:00 as we left at 6:00.

When I got home I immediately texted Kian.

"hey want to hang?" I said.
"yeah! how about Netflix and chill ;)" he said.
"shut up!" i said.
"lol come over" he said.
I told my parents I was going to see kians sister again. But I didn't know her name so I just said Rachel.

I asked Kian if I should climb through his window or go through the door, he said window. I climbed the ladder Kian put out and walked into his room.
He took off my flannel leaving my tank top. And pulled that off too. He unbuttoned his pants and took off his shirt and everything. he did this all while biting his lip.

We got under the covers and started feeling  eachother. we started to kiss and went in to it. I unhooked from it all at about 12 and thought that we should get dressed cause I have to go home.
"Kian I think I have to go now." I said.
" awe ok." he said.
He walked me home and held onto my waist the whole time.
I got home at 12:30.
I woke up feeling weird. like something was wrong. I thought maybe it was my period. So i went into bathroom and I saw nothing.

I was a thinking back to last night with Kian and I thought oh it's just cause he did me.
I went to school and everything went well.

I walked inside the house at 4:30. I was surprised by balloons and ribbons and a sign saying James is here!
SHIT, I thought to myself. kians supposed to come soon.
But I played along.
"omg!!! James!" I said
"hey Alexa! I missed you" he said.
" me too!!" I lied. I didn't miss him at all.
He said that he was taking me to the bowling alley. so we went. on our way I texted kians
"hey. don't come James is here 😔" I said.
"nooooo." he said.
" I'm gonna miss you." I said.
"me too." he said.
We bowled and everything. and left at 7:00.
"want to do it now. I mean we've never done it." he said.
"what do you mean." I said.
"sex..." he said.
"ohh yeah of course!" I said.
"really awesome." he said as he went in for a kiss.
"wait in the car?" I asked.
"yeah.."
"ok."
We went on ya know sex. But I didn't feel anything. No fireworks and booms of love. Nothing. it sucked. I didn't love James I loved Kian.