LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

Resolving

I woke up today feeling like I had to puke so I ran to the toilet. When Kian walked in.
"Babe are you ok?" he asked.
"Yes, it's just the pregnancy. You are more bound to feel sick in the morning." I said.
"Oh ok I will go grab you a water." he said turning around to go downstairs.
"Ok thanks babe." I said.
I still couldn't believe I was pregnant I mean I didn't notice anything. I was so confused.
"Here babe." Kian said giving me a water bottle.
"Thanks." I said.
"You should go rest, ok." he said.
"Ok." I said getting up.
I went into the bed and I looked at my stomach I started to question everything. What do I tell my family? Will they disown me. Will my child have no grandparents? I have so many problems to through.
"Hey Alexa, feeling better?" Jc said walking in.
"Yeah but Jc i left my family. To come here with Kian. I will have a child for the rest of my life what do I do?" I asked.
"Alexa I'm not its father but you can give it away." he said.
"I don't know I'm still confused." I said started to cry.
"it's ok." Jc said coming in for a hug.
"Kian and I are here for you." he said.
"Thank you Jc." I said.
"Anytime. Kian just made some pancakes do you want to come down to eat them or do you want him to bring them to you." he asked.
"I'll go down." I said while Jc helped me up.
We walked down the stairs to the kitchen when I saw Kian cooking.
"I'm a pro chef." Kian said.
"Seems like it." I said laughing.
"Well come on let's eat." Jc said.
"Ok go sit down at the table I'll bring it." Kian said.
"kk." I said.
Kian brought us the pancakes and he sat down and ate some with us.
"Alexa, eat the one on the bottom stack." Kian said.
"Ok." I said.
Jc took the 2nd to last one and Kian pointed to the last ones
"For you." Kian said.
"Awe it's in shape of a heart!" I said smiling.
Once we were done with breakfast we went into the living room to play wii. I was really good at it so I beat them.  After that we all went and sat down at the couch. I got up and went to the desk to write a note to Kian i had made my decision.

"Dear Kian,
     So I've been thinking about our baby and I thought that we should give him or her away. We are only 19 and I don't want to push pressure on our family. I hope you support this decision. If you don't we can keep them. What ever is best for our relationship. I love you.
         Love,
                    Alexa"

I put the note under his side of the beds covers. I was going to be in the living room when he reads it. I hope he agrees with me.

I looked at the clock and i saw it was 1:00. I thought we start to actually do something.
"Guys lets go somewhere." I said.
"Ok where." asked Jc.
"Put putting?" I asked.
"Ok I'm down." Kian said turning off the tv.
"Ok let's go." Jc said.
We got to the place and got our things. Jc got a pare the first time. I got it in 3 times and Kian got a hole in one.
"Good job babe." I said kissing him on the cheek.
"Thanks baby." Kian said returning the kiss.
We went on playing and Kian ended up winning by far. At the end the ball rolls down the hole to a bucket where the workers collet them. Whenever Kian and I went put putting Kian would always steal the balls. We all did that this time.

We left the put putting place and went home.
When I got home I started to get more pregnancy pains. Kian tried to help me but I insisted he wouldn't. I didn't want Kian to think I needed help every second.

Today Kian was filming a video and he wanted me to be in it for my channel to grow more. I already had 800,000 subscribers so I needed only 200,000 more. Kian said the video is going to be about thing we dreamed of as a kid vs now.

Once we were done filming Kian set up our MacBooks on the desk and turned on the real subscriber count for both of us. We were going to live stream at 900,000 for my channel. We hit 900,000 at 8:00 and started to stream.
"Hey guys! Kian and I are live streaming today because my channel is about to hit 1,000,000 subscribers!" I said.
" We have the live subscriber count on and we have the camera set up so you can see where she is." He said.
I finally got 1,000,000 at 12:00. YouTube emailed me at 1:00 and said they are sending me the 1,000,000 subscriber plaque.

I noticed that Kian was about to go to sleep so I told him i was going downstairs to do some laundry.
"Hey Kian. I'm going downstairs to get the laundry ok." I said.
"K."he said.
I ran downstairs to get away from and I heard him open the blanket. My heart started to beat really fast and I grabbed the hamper to go upstairs. I walked through the door when I was stopped by Kian.
"Alexa, I agree." he said.
"I'm so happy you agree." I said hugging him.

It felt great knowing that Kian and I were on the same page. But we needed to find someone to adopt our baby. Kian and Jc are taking me to the doctor tomorrow morning so it will be a good time to ask.

We fell asleep at 2:00 am.

I woke up to Kian shaking me a bit.
"Babe wake up." he said.
"I'm up. I'm up." I said in my deep morning voice.
"Awe I love your voice in the morning." he said.
I got up and got dressed into a baggy soccer shirt and leggings with sandals. Jc drove while Kian stayed in the back with me.

When we got to the doctors room I talked to him about giving away the baby.
"Me and Kian were thinking about giving away our baby." I said.
"Ok, do you have anyone who would like to adopt him or her." He asked.
"No. We haven't asked." Kian said.
"Well we do have someone in our hospital who'd like to adopt a newborn baby." he said.
"Great! When can we met them." Kian asked.
"They aren't in today but I can call you when they come in next." he said.
"Ok." Kian and I said in unison.
"Let's start the ultrasound shall we." he said.

He put the cream on my stomach and used the paddle.
"Today we can tell if it is a boy or a girl!" he said.
"Really! Yay." I said.
"From what I can see it's a girl!" he said.
"awesome." Kian said.

We left the doctors office at 12:00 and stopped off at Taco Bell for lunch on the way home. I got the chicken quesorito and nachos.

We got home and started to eat
"So your giving away the baby." Jc said trying to start a conversation
"Yeah." I said chuckling.
"Will you name her first." Jc asked.
I was about to say no but Kian interrupted me.
"Yes, yes we are." Kian said winking at me.
"Ok then. I guess we are." I said.
I got into bed after that at about 12 and I watched Greys anatomy. Kian came in at 12:30 and I was so relieved to see him.
"Hey babe." he said.
"Hey come under the covers." I said.
"ok." he said.
"What?" he added.
"I haven't had any sexual contact with you since I got pregnant and I miss it." I said.
"We can't your pregnant." he said.
"kiss me. just kiss me." I said while he pulled me in.
We made out for about 5 mins. I loved to kiss Kian it felt great. Fireworks, love. I love Kian.
Once we ended the session we talked about naming the baby.
"So I see you want to name the baby." I said.
"Yes I want to name her Alexandrea." he said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because, you going through all this to have someone else's baby, you deserve some credit." he said.
"Ok." I said.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too." he said.